my little nymphet diary & teacher crush ♡

6 | April teacher crush challenge

Lyubit!
Whilst some people like to do this challenge over the days of April, I didn't want to spam the diary so decided I do this on a single entry!

Day 1: Happy April Fool's! Have you ever pranked your TC; if so, how did they react?
Nope. I think Felix would react badly to this in a school environment as he is clear he wants us to learn to benefit our education. But of course, I'd love to one day...

Day 2: What is the earliest thing you can remember about your TC?
When I first started at Lixie's college, I had a different teacher for every class In his subject but once every two weeks, I had him. And I recall going to the wrong classroom during my first week, it's fine because half of my class had done it but it was a cute little memory because we all rushed into his classroom late...

Day 3: Do you like your TC's subject? Do you consider yourself to be good at it?
I love Felix's subject - it really was one of the things that got me so hooked on him in the first place, hearing him speak so passionately about it and his interest in it. As for my ability, I'm getting the highest Grade achievable in it. But I do know there are people who are getting better than me in exams, I understand that this is probably due to lack of stress and time spent studying but it does upset me a little.

Day 4: How do you feel about your age gap?
I hate to say this, but i find it attractive. Perhaps it's the power dynamic it creates or the desire I have for him to take care of me but either way, I like it.

Day 5: Have you ever said anything to your TC that showed you favoured them? Have they said anything like that to you?
Not immediately, but he does make it clear that I'm good at his subject - like making it clear that he was happy with my grades.

Day 6: Have you ever noticed any small habits that they have? If so, what comes to mind first?
There's a lot actually!! But two of my favourites... Lixie's hair is like down to his shoulders, so sometimes when he's sat at his desk he is like brushing his fingers through it, it's cute. And the second, also when he is sat at his desk, he itches the bottom of his leg. It's cute because he always beware fun socks, so you can see them when he does it haha.

Day 7: What gift would you really like to be able to give them, regardless of if it's realistic or not?
I genuinely have no idea, my first thought was taking him on a vacation but Felix is a well traveled man... he's always telling us about all the places he's visited. But I guess, and I know this is selfish, but I'd like to see them with him.

Day 8: Does your TC ever talk about what it was like when they were still a student?
Barely. He did one time tell us about how he was sent home from school when 9/11 struck though. Also, he tells us about how when he was in university, he and a group of people were insulting a powerful politician and the politician's granddaughter was sat there with them - of course Lixie didn't know that at the time.

Day 9: Does your TC have a significant other? If so, what do you know about them and how do you feel about them?
I've already spoken about this but anyway, Merida is her nickname. She's another teacher. I dislike her immensely, and that's not even because I'm Jealous.

Day 10: What is the longest time you have gone without seeing them?
I genuinely have no idea, I was alive many years before I even met Felix. Besides I don't really count.

Day 11: What do other people usually think about them?
I have heard different things from everyone around me, my best friend hates him haha. But there are some who find him fun in a weird way. Yet I see why some don't like him, he can be quite annoying.

Day 12: Do you often make up excuses to speak to them? What kinds of excuses do you like to use?
I wish I could do this but I'm so nervous around him. If I ever miss school, which has been happening quite a bit at the moment, I make an excuse to go see him to pick up work.

Day 13: Other than the subject they teach, what are they really passionate about?
As I said, he likes travelling. He's also into music, if it's relevant he plays music as we're going into the lesson. He likes languages too.

Day 14: What is a skill you really wish your TC had?
I'm not sure... I wish he was into playing guitar or something... I think that would be cute maybe.

Day 15: Which MBTI personality do you think they are? (If you don't do MBTI, which Hogwarts House do you think they would be in?)
I don't do MBTI unfortunately, it's a little to confusing. But as for Hogwarts house, I definitely think he's a ravenclaw - most of the things he does is logical.

Day 16: If you could go back in time and choose, would you still choose to develop feelings for your TC?
Depends, if I could go back In time, I'd ensure I was born earlier so I could stand a chance at having a relationship with Lixie hahaha!!
But anyway if this couldn't happen, I'd say no. Because it's painful falling for him, knowing it's unlikely we'll end up together.

Day 17: If it was the last time you would ever be able to see your TC, what is one thing you would never leave without saying to them?
Thank you, for making me happy and blush like an idiot. I wish I could've seen how things would've been different if we were together.

Day 18: When was the first time you cried because of them?
One day, my friends were joking around about him and my crush on him. And at first, it was really funny and in fact, I cried of laughter. But I realised I wanted him to be here to laugh with me and I basically broke down into tears because of how badly I wanted to be with him.

Day 19: How well do you think you know them?
Well, but not in a weird stalker way. There's much more about him I'd like to know.

Day 20: Do you ever lie to them? About what?
I've lied to him a few times before but simply because the subject was uncomfortable and I wouldn't be comfortable sharing this subject.

Day 21: What is the longest time you have spent together with them?
2 hours straight, but sadly, it was before I liked him. :(

Day 22: If you have had other TCs in the past (or right now), how are they similar to or different from your current (or primary) TC?
I've had a TC once in the past but I was m u c h younger and to be honest, that was just a crush based on his appearance - my feelings for Felix are so much deeper and not based solely on appearance.

Day 23: Have you ever seen your TC in clothes they don't usually wear? Casual clothes if they usually wear formal attire or the other way around?
I have :D normally, he wears a suit but a few times I have seen him in causal clothes.

Day 24: When was the last time they made your heart thump?
Oh god, I genuinely cannot think because He's always doing so. Probably, when during a class - In front of the 50 odd people in the lecture hall,  but we were discussing something we're both passionate in, but unfortunately he then brought up Merida:( it hurt.

Day 25: How do you think your TC would react if you confided in them when you felt sad or stressed or anxious?
I genuinely don't know, it would depend on our relationship. In a romantic relationship, I see him being one of the most caring people ever <33

Day 26: What is the best dream you have had of them?
Ok no no no that's not getting said on here I think not keeping it Pg here.

Day 27: What is the saddest/scariest dream you have had of them?
Embarrassing myself by confessing and his feelings weren't the same. I got told to stay away from him and everyone around me was told what I had done.

Day 28: Does your TC ever bring you up to other students/teachers that you know of?
I know in the past, he has spoken to another teacher about me (not in a bad way, I wasn't in trouble) but only the head of his department.

Day 29: Do you see them as being a romantic person? Are you?
In a relationship, i think he would be romantic and flirty 100%. And yes, I am :D

Day 30: How have they changed since you two first met? How have you changed?
I've gotten more mature. He's getting more frustrated with bad behaviour from our class.

I hope you enjoyed dears!
All my love,
Anni-Frida