only yours, only mine

chapter 6

TW⚠️: vomit, blood, etc.
y/n's pov:
"DON'T"
jacob punched him in the face, leaning down to be on alex's level as he curled into a ball on the floor.
"FUCKING"
he picked him up by his collared shirt, giving him a right hook.
"TOUCH"
his punches got harder and alex was a groaning mess. his nose was distorted and his face was covered in a thick coating of blood.
"HER"
jacob picked up the glass from my drink and threw it at alex's face. the glass shattered. shards spewing from every direction and puncturing alex's face. jacobs knuckles were bleeding and his face was scrunched.

the drug.

i remembered.

i just got drugged.

i fell to the floor, my heart racing through my chest and my vision blurred, this time not returning back to my original view.

"help." i mumbled as a mix of fluids and blood made their way through my throat and onto the floor.

jacob's pov:
"Y/N!" i yelled. fuck, she's on the floor.
i was in the bathroom and had left when i saw some man grip a gun through his pocket and y/n running. she was stumbling everywhere.

"y/n just got drugged."

y/n's pov:
"Y/N!" i heard jacobs voice yell. i wanted to reach out and grab him but i was too weak. i could barely breathe.
"help. please. help" i sobbed and i put my hand up to my mouth to catch everything.
i suddenly became aware of my surroundings again, the space between us crowded and nobody was aware of the situation, other than the people at the bar who saw jacob beating the shit out of some random guy.
"shh y/n im here. it's okay, it's okay breathe darling" he whispered as he picked me up bridal style.
"j-jacob. i don't... i can't." i couldn't even remember what i was trying to say.
"lexi and braydon are in the car, we're getting in and going home, you hear me?" he was obviously upset and pissed off.
"are you.. mad?" i shuddered and sobbed in his arms as blood continued to drip from my mouth.
"y/n i am not mad at you. if anything i'm pissed at myself. i shouldn't have left you alone. now come on we're going to help you." he closed the passenger-side door beside him as braydon sped out of the drive way and lexi sat in the back seat. i think she was calling poison control.
"what am i supposed to do braydon they won't help me!" lexi sobbed as she begged poison control for help.
"lexi i don't fucking know but i need to get to jacobs house so will you just shut the fuck up?!" braydon hissed.
he never was this pissed off, i've never even seen him react this way to anyone before.
"i'm sorry" i mumbled as i gripped jacobs shirt.
"don't ever fucking apologize for this y/n. we're going to get you cleaned up and call your parents, okay?" jacob moved my hand and used his to wipe the blood and drool from my lips.

jacobs pov:
i am such a fucking idiot.
i left y/n alone and she just got drugged.
what the fuck is wrong with me?
she got hurt and i'm supposed to be protecting her.
how am i ever going to get y/n to trust me.
i wanted this to be fun.
i wanted to ask her to be my girlfriend.
and i almost fucking killed her.
i'm a monster.