only yours, only mine

chapter 3

TW: ⚠️SEXUAL CONTENT⚠️

y/n's pov:
"y/n i told you to buckle" jacob turned to look directly at me.
"jacob i'm fine i promise." i giggled as i put my hand behind jacob's head rest and looked backwards to reverse out of his driveway.
"fine then. ill do it myself." jacob said as he reached across my body, grabbing the buckle and grazing his fingers against my collarbone as he dragged the buckle over my shoulder and chest, locking it into the side of my chair.
i swallowed the lump in my throat. jacob never used to be like this and i kind of feel uncomfortable. i don't know what i'm supposed to do, i don't wanna hurt his feelings.
"oh, um... thanks" i said looking down at the steering wheel in an attempt to avoid eye contact.
"uhh.. i guess we can go pick them all up now." i said, trying to keep conversation so it wasn't awkward.
"sounds good." he responded.
i unpaused the music on my phone, his favorite song playing first. i remember when it first came out and it was all we ever used to listen to when i would drive with him to bring his sisters to sports.
"oh wait this is your favorite song! i'm taking the long route to lexi's so we can listen to it like we always used to!!" i clapped my hands in excitement. the awkwardness in the car instantly faded away.

(Falling, by Chase Atlantic)

the bass dropped and the chorus sped up, jacob rocking his head front and back as i sang my heart out.
i turned to look at jacob and put my hand up to my mouth like i was holding a microphone. jacob followed through with the same.
"AND YOU KEEP ON FALLING BABY FIGURE IT OUT" i sang, closing my eyes and singing inches away from his face.
"JUST DRIVE SLOW, STRAIGHT FORWARD OR IM WALKING AROUNDDDD" he hummed back. it felt just like how it used to when we were "younger". i missed spending time with just him.
i stopped singing as the song faded out and i looked into jacobs eyes. he stared back, but it didn't feel like it always used to. was i.. getting butterflies from my bsf? idk but this feels so different. there was no way i was in love with jacob.

jacob's pov:
as "Falling" by Chase Atlantic began to fade away i stared into y/n's eyes. her eyes were so majestic, i didn't know how to explain it. it was like looking into a old library, or drips of honey dropping down her lips as i towered over her and told her to suck on my dick, her lips forming into a smirk. holy fuck i did not just sexualize y/n. what the hell is wrong with me, y/n's my best friend bro why am i thinking about her like this.
i put my hand and hair and played with it, pushing it back and getting it to look messy again. the bulge in my pants grew larger, my dick having a pulse. i put my hand it my pocket, trying to cover up the fact that i was hard. but quickly, i couldn't bare it anymore. i began to palm myself through my boxers, throwing a blanket from under the passenger seat over myself to stop y/n from seeing.

"jacob, you cold? i can always turn the heat up." y/n giggled lightly. just the sound of her voice made me harder.
"no y/n. i-i'm fine." i stuttered, throwing my head back and hitting it against the head rest.
"jacob" y/n looked down. "let me help you with that."
y/n gently lifted up the blanket, staring at my rock hard dick. she grabbed it in her right hand and unbuckled her seat belt.
"y/n we can't do this." i explained, trying to get her off of me. but her warm hands were irresistible. i fell into the feeling of drowning in her touch.
"shhh..." she pulled my boxers down just enough to expose my dick. she leaned over, making eye contact before turning back over and putting my dick in her mouth. she began to suck, hard.