only yours, only mine

chapter 5

TW: ⚠️ mentions of drugs and alcohol
y/n's pov:
i had no clue where i was going. i looked back, seeing him continue his order to the same blonde boy from earlier.
i was beyond dizzy, my eyes feeling droopy as i fought to keep them open. my stomach was filled with butterflies. and not the good type.
i ran towards a long hallway, gripping the walls as i stumbled. it felt like a scene straight out of euphoria. i was trying to find the bathroom so i could call lexi, jacob, or braydon but every single door was locked, moans coming from the other side. all i wanted was to do was fall asleep but i knew the drug would take over me if i closed my eyes for longer than a blink.
i finally found a bathroom, running inside and slamming the door behind me as i scrolled through the contacts in my phone.
my vision was fading and every contact looked like a mix of words. i scrolled until i found our groupchat, clicking the call button.
"god please will someone just FUCKING PICK UP THE PHONE." i screamed through a choked sob.

fuck im gonna be sick.

all of the calls went to voice mail and all of my text messages were left on delivered. i had no choice but to go out and find them, but if alex found me i knew i would get shot.

i made a run for it.

after basically crawling down the hallway, i reached the main party and made my way towards the bar so i could cross through and get to the mens restroom where jacob had said he was going.
"why didn't they." i hiccuped. "the mens bathroom?.. why isn't it.." i could even make out my words. to be honest, i had no clue what i was actually trying to say.
a few feet away from the bar i saw jacob. and alex.

but alex was bleeding on the floor

and jacob was looking back at me.