RG3: Lose You [Editing]

19. Avoiding DeJa Vu

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Jordynne

"A baby?"

"Yes, a baby.....with me."

I looked at August before busting into laughing. He was always playing. "Now, that was funny."

"Jordynne, I'm serious. You said it yaself. I could be gone tomorrow and my mama will have lost both ha sons and have no grandchildren to keep the family. With a baby, you'll always have a part of me with you."

I looked at him dumbfounded. He couldn't be serious? I sat up, leaning against the headboard and shook my head. "I don't want a part of you. I want you."

"You still have me and I ain going nowhere willingly." He sat up and pulled me to him. "Calm down baybeh. Ain mean to get you all worked up nah." His hand rubbed up and down my back. August's humming filled the room as I thought back to my dream.

"I don't wanna come second to the game Aug. I don't wanna be just another baby mama. I wan...."

"A husband that adores you and won't disrespect you... I know I know.

I leaned back, looking at him weird. "How'd you know I was going to say that?"

"Because I'm the man of your dreams," he said pecking my lips. This shxt is getting creepier by the moment. It's like he knows but he doesn't. Maybe I'm just overthinking. "You know I'll never make you do something you don't want to."

"It ain that. What if I already am?" My finger trailed across his chest as I thought back to the times we didn't use protection. We had a lot of spare of the moments and I know asking about a condom was the farthest thing on my mind once my legs wrapped around his waist.

It was careless but maybe I wanted it. I've been living between a dream and a reality and I'm having trouble trying to separate the two. I sighed, pulling my hair out my face.

"We gon go find out for sho. I told you I got you."

"Let's make a deal. If I give you a baby, you have to give me a ring and your word that you'll be here for our unborn."

His lips connected with mine in an assuring kiss. "Deal. I'm not leaving you again ma, I promise."

I caressed his face, looking deeply in his eyes. He would never look me in the eye and tell me a lie. I trust him with all I have and then some. This was going to be the start of something beautiful. His hands slid up my thighs and squeezed my behind.

"Auuuugggg."

"Wwhhhaaattt?" He mocked me. He placed his face in the crook of my neck and bit me. I winced in pain. "Ouch that hurts."

"Man shut up. I barely touched you."

"You're annoying. It's five am. Let's go to sleepppppp," I moaned out as he rubbed himself at my entrance. "Aug no, I'm tiii-." I gasped as he moved his thumb in circular motion on my pearl. I got so wet that it leaked onto the bed.

"I love how wet you get fa me." My nails dug in his back as he penetrated. I didn't fight it. August looked me directed in the eye as he made love to me. We've done it before but this time was different. It was like we were the only two people left on earth. Nothing else mattered.

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"Five mins up yet?" August yelled from the other side of the door. I looked at the pregnancy test on the counter and sighed. I disposed of it and washed my hands before opening the bathroom door to a waiting Aug.

"Well..."

"Well, maybe we'll have better luck with the sperm swimming now." He pulled me to him and kissed all over my face. I love this sweet and clingy August. "We'll keep trying til then too."