𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐝𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐬🪼| poetry

~9~

the insecurity of not knowing whether a person wants to stay or not is riveting

but if you self-sabotage you're only hurting yourself, right?

i can't help but think two months down the line this all will end

my heart can't take it.

if i was truly meant to be loved...

why do i fixate on what i feel i don't have?

i'm always in my head whether i want to be or not

doesn't help when every fiber of my being tells me i'm not good enough for anyone at all

it's a lose-lose situation to say the least...

how does one withstand this?

it hurts me to think if i didn't make any effort they wouldn't want me.

~ 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪 ~