Be Okay

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"Just pull over for now, please." Kristen said, over the phone.

"Y/N, listen to Kristen. Pull over." Cara said, frowning.

Y/N called them, crying while driving. It worries them because it's also raining and Y/N's crying too hard.

"I-I'm so fucking tired," Y/N said and sobbed. She stopped wiping her tears because they just continue to fall from her eyes. "She's... she's hurting me so much, b-but I still love her. I just d-don't know what to do."

"We know, love. Just pull over for now, and tell us where you are. Please." Candice said.

"We're gonna come and pick you up, love. Just pull over, please?" Anya added, biting her lip because she's worried and she's getting really anxious.

There was a thunder, and Y/N jumped. She hates that, she used to crawl on top of Scarlett to feel safe. But now, Y/N doesn't even know her anymore. She changed, they both did. But along the way, her wife stopped listening to what she has to say. And that's painful, they don't even have communication anymore.

"Oh, shit!" Y/N screamed as she lost control over her car.

"Y/N!"

Y/N stepped on the break, her tires creating a screeching sound. Then her car stopped, and she breathes heavily.

The rain is pouring so hard, with lightning and thunder. Y/N can feel goosebumps forming all over her body, her heart beating so fast with each lighting and thunder. She just want to go home and hide.

"Are you okay?!" Kristen asked, almost shouting.

Y/N looked at her phone, she nodded her head. She unbuckled herself and took a deep breath. "Y-Yeah, I think so. I-I'm fin—"

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FEW MOMENTS LATER

"Where is she?" Scarlett asked, tears streaming down her face. "Is she okay?"

Y/M/N hugged Scarlett, both of them are crying.

"They're still operating on her." Y/F/N said, wiping his own tears.

Y/N's parents doesn't know what's going on with Scarlett and Y/N's marriage, same with Scarlett's family. They just don't want their families to get all protective, they're trying to fix their marriage, so they don't need anymore voices telling them what to do and not do.

Y/N got into an accident, she did parked her car after taking control again, but another car slammed into Y/N's car and since she already unbuckled herself that time, she was sent flying over, breaking the windscreen with her head.

"She'll be fine," Y/M/N said, rubbing Scarlett's back. "She's a strong girl."

Scarlett just clenched her jaw, crying.

Y/N's friends didn't say anything but of course, they want to say something. But they know Y/N wouldn't like that, and it's not the right time to do so.

They just wished for their friend to be okay. Because if not, then hell will break loose.

— after some more time of waiting and overthinking, the operation finally finished and thankfully, Y/N was fine. She was moved to another room, and although she's still sleeping, they already examined her full body.

"The CT scan of Y/N revealed intracranial hemorrhaging. We intentionally keep patients with traumatic brain injuries in a comatose state to calm their systems and give the brain time to heal itself while the swelling goes down." The doctor said.

Scarlett took a deep breath, shaking her head. She held Y/N's hand in hers, kissing it tenderly. When she heard what happened, her heart shattered. It hurt her so bad that she can feel the pain physically.

She was scared.

She didn't want to lose her wife, not when they weren't okay. Not when the last thing that Y/N heard from her is wishing for her to die.

Scarlett hates herself for saying that. She hates herself for everything that she's done, and for the things that she didn't do.

She failed.

She knows she failed as Y/N's wife, one bump in the road and she immediately changed. And she hurt her wife deeply because of it, Y/N hold onto her without complaining.

But when Y/N did say what she's feeling, Scarlett didn't listen. Instead, she made things worse. For her, for her wife, and for their relationship.

She doesn't even know how she can make it up to her wife, she hurt her so deep. So so deep that she's afraid Y/N won't give her another chance. And the last option will be... divorce.

Scarlett didn't want that, it may be complicated right now, it may be blur right now, but she loves Y/N. It's not something she can forget about, her love for Y/N is real.

It is, she was just lost.

And because of that, she might lose her wife.

"When will you wake her up?" Y/M/N asked the doctor.

"As soon as we see her brain healing, then we can wake her up. But for now, it's best for her to sleep so her brain can avoid stress and for the swelling to heal." The doctor answered.

"Okay, thank you so much." Y/M/N said.

The doctor just smiled politely before walking out.

"We'll give you some time." Y/M/N said to Scarlett.

Scarlett just nodded her head.

Y/N's parents walked out with Y/N's friends, giving Scarlett and Y/N some privacy.

Scarlett wiped her tears and she kissed her wife's hand before she grabbed Y/N's wedding ring from the nightstand and put the ring on her wife's finger, giving it a kiss.

"Please be okay, I love you." Scarlett whispered, "I'm so sorry, my love. I'm so sorry, for everything that I said and didn't say, and for everything that I did to you and the things I failed to do. I'm so sorry, please, be okay, my love. I don't wanna lose you, you're my life. You have to be okay and wake up soon, my love. Please."

Scarlett brought Y/N's hand to her face, crying quietly. Please be okay, my wife. Please.

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