Meet Kilan Baker

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Don't forget that you guys our allowed to make some requests for a certain sexuality or gender identity you'd like to see. You can even help me with what kind of character you'd like to see but I'll leave that part to me. I'm currently in need of ideas so that would be greatly appreciated. Thanks for you guys support. You guys support means a lot to me.

Warning! There might be some slight discrimination again so sorry about that. I think this will happen frequently cause LGBTQIA2+ are most likely to be discriminated.. sadly it's still the truth in 2022. If you don't want to see then I suggest that you skip this episode or the parts when it mentions it. Enjoy!*

"What's up gamer boy, did you play video games all weekend long?" Ugh why do they always have to miss gendered me all the goddamn time? I don't think it should be too difficult to stop saying the word boy. I know I look like a boy to them but still. How difficult can saying the pronouns they/them be? It's annoying, I always have to deal with that every single day, even by my own goddamn parents. I spend the whole weekend stuck with them telling me the words our boy, son and you are such a gentlemen. It's not like I didn't try telling them before, but they keep ignoring my countless amount of times I told them to stop calling me that. Thank god, that my name wasn't so boyish, so I don't mind when people call me Kilan. I decided to stick to that name cause I heard my name so much in my life that it's sticked with me. I normally don't even mind correcting people cause they'll never understand anyway but the other day I did. Seriously if you want to be my friend you bout to call me by my pronouns at some point right? So when Camilla the new transfer student told us she wanted to be me and Charlie's friend then I definitely had to tell her. I know she's trans not non-binary but that must still mean she understands mostly better than the others. She knows the struggle of struggling with your gender identity. I guess I have to respond to the boys eventually right? "Oh yeah I played this new game called XX." "Ah alright, you should invite us someday." One of the boys start acting sarcastically. "I'll love playing games with the gamer boy. " I feel somewhat provoked but I manage to stay calm. " Yeah maybe someday." They walk off. I put back my headphones on my ears. As I listen to my music, my best friend Charlie tries to scare me off with his presence. "Boo" I lower my headphones to probably listen to him. "Not even funny." "Aw you're so boring." He makes a pouting face. "Nah you won't sway me with that look. Go to that to your boyfriend." His face turns bright red. Haha I love teasing him with his huge crush on our school's basketball captain. "Shut up" "As it I will. Anyways I noticed that you guys talk to each other. What's up with that?" I make a grin. "None of your business." "Aw that's too bad I was hoping to know if you made some progress." "Then if you so badly want to know about my love life, why do you never talk to me about your love life?" I don't like where this discussion is going. "Touche but seriously tho did you make any progress?" If he noticed that I dodged his question he chose to ignore it. "I didn't even come here for that.." "Oh come on you always come bothering me cause I'm your only friend." "That's not true, I'm friends with-" He suddenly stops. "Aha you were about to tell me your friends with your little crush." "No, no we're friends with Camilla right?" "Yeah right.." He shakes me a bit then proceeds with talking. "What is wrong with you all of sudden? Do you have a problem with Camilla that you aren't telling me?" "Nah it's nothing." "Mm alright but I still don't believe you." "It's just that I'm not sure I'm fine with having other friends.. I love you as my friend but I don't want to be even more discriminated cause of her." He slaps my head. "What was that for?!" "Why are you so mean? Are you telling me that you're judging her cause she's trans when you're dealing with a similar thing?" "I'm non-binary as far as I'm concerned." "Yeah that I know.." "No let me rephrase it.. You know what never mind." I starts grabbing my things. "Wait where are you going?!" "Away from you for a bit." "Hey what did I do?!" "You'll know if you really understood me." I walk off to my secret place. I have a secret place at school.. Only a few people know that place it's off campus. Yeah honestly I don't mind skipping class my morning class cause at least I can go see someone there who really understands me.

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I leave my secret place. It's already lunch time by know. I head back at school. I know that Charlie must be worried to death but still he triggered a part of me. He ticked me off when he mentioned that I basically hate Camilla cause she's trans while I'm non-binary. I thought he could do better than that. Knowing that he's pan, I thought he wouldn't talk about such thing but it still seems that even trough your pan, you still think the same as the others. I don't hate her. Oh? I just arrived on Campus and the first thing I noticed is her talking to Ethan. Oh great just f**king great. He already corrupted her. Who the hell wants to talk to Ethan? Yeah not me. Yeah I know enough about him to know that I should back off. Why is he talking to her? No I don't like that. I can't bear to see Camilla being used by Ethan. Of course he had to find someone else. It's pointless already I basically told her on Friday to not hang out with him but I could see in her eyes that she didn't really enjoyed my comment. Of course Charlie had to stop in and told her we could all be friends. Oh gawd they are smiling and laughing. I can't bear this. I enter the school's yard. I enter the inside and I only have time to walk towards my locker that I already feel someone behind my back. "Kilan where were you?! I was so worried about you!" "Chill I just skipped a the mornings class." "But Kilan you can't do that! What about school? Your grades?" "Oh f**ks sakes Charlie leave me alone with that. Can we just go back to being nice to each other?" I ask with sincerity. "Fine but seriously please don't this again?" "Fine I promise." Eh it's not like I can keep that promise for real. I really do love Charlie and all but sometimes he ticks me off and I prefer being alone with my video games or to my secret place.. We go pick a table in the cafeteria and as soon as we sit down we have some company. "Um is it alright if I sit with you guys?" Again I feel a little bit mad. I know that that person says that to point out I'm a BoY. Seeing Charlie blushing tells me I know who it might be. I turn to look towards the certain person and I have to do a double check to assure that it is him. Yeah Maverick is really asking us to eat lunch with us when he could be with us girlfriend.. wait girlfriend?! "Uh yes.." Charlie says nervously. "Hey I don't think we met each other before? You're Kilan right?" He sits down next to Charlie. Hm sus. I wiggle my eyebrows in my heads "Yeah that's me.. So what brings you here?" I had to talk else Charlie wouldn't speak up cause he's so nervous. "Ah I wanted to get to know you guys more. I've been talking to Charlie over here-" He winks at him." and I wanted to get to know his friends." "Oh ok." I make eye contact and just by my teasing look he knows that I know about the both of them. "So what do you guys normally do?" He tries to encourage Charlie to enter the conversations. He doesn't trough. Sigh looks like I have to start to take the initiative. "Oh uh not much. We just hang out and our boy here likes to show me his drawings." Aha now you can't escape the reality Charlie! "Oh is that right?" He turns to look at Charlie. "What kind of drawing do you do?" They go on and on with their thing about getting to know each other. The first few times I had to take the initiative but Charlie used to talk to talking to Maverick in my presence. Sigh the time is long. Can't wait to go back home to play on my PS5, my favorite thing to do besides seing a certain person. Eventually lunch break ends end we go to our next class P.E. Sigh that's gonna be a long afternoon. Afterwards P.E I go sit at my usual place in the school's lobby. Charlie comes join me this time without Maverick. Of course he can't always be with us. He has friends of his own. We talk for a bit and then I spot someone walking towards us. Oh no not her... "Hey can I sit here with you two?" Oh no she's serious. I try to make her understand via my body language to go away but she continues to insists. "Sure you can." Charlie lightly punches my shoulder. "What do you think Kilan?" "Yeah, yeah you can sit here." Yeah as if I'm happy about that. I don't want to see her...especially not here... She mostly talks to Charlie cause it's became clear that I don't want to talk to her. I can't have Charlie know I already know her. He thinks she's only a stranger to me when I already know her..Sigh I don't think it's possible to hate that much how your life is treating you but I think I currently do...

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