This is a coming of age story. Every part a new character with a different sexuality or gender identity will be introduced. You'll get to know them and their struggles. They'll all somehow become friends sometimes more.
Contains: Some mild swearing...
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*That's the Demi boy flag. Ok now you can enjoy!*
"Ok that's it for today. You guys can go now." Last week the drama club was told there was a show for Rochester day. They decided I'll be the lead actor. Yes our club decided to host a school play. The council agreed with our suggestion. I was told that I'm the lead actor. It makes me so happy to know I'm gonna be the lead actor. I didn't think I had it in me to have that huge or a role. In the school play I act as the main character who is a prince. My classmate Lily will be acting as the princess. I'm excited for the opportunity to show the school how much I love acting. It's really important for me. Despite my physique that might suggest that I can't do it, I act in school plays. The most only negative point about that is that the princess and the prince are in love in this play meaning they'll kiss. Yeah the problem is that I have a boyfriend. I know he wouldn't mind cause he knows I don't like Lily but still it feels wrong to that nonetheless.. It kinda feels like I'm cheating on him and it feels wrong. I don't really like the idea of kissing Lily? Does that make sense? Honestly I don't even know what my sexuality is. Yes I'm dating a boy but every time I say I'm gay, bi it doesn't feel right? Yeah I really don't know what my sexual orientation is. The only think I know is that I'm a demi boy. A few months ago I thought I was to feminine to be a boy so I thought I was trans, then I realized that I was indeed feminine but I still felt like I was a boy in some sort. I still acted like one at some point and that's how I found out on the internet that I was a Demi boy. I think it's more common for girls to be demi girls you know? Nobody knows except my boyfriend. Yes my boyfriend is Mason Lowell. He may be what we call a jock and that I'm forced to date in secret cause he's to scared to come out but he really is understanding. He always makes me feel like I'm the best thing that happened to him. Well..I think he exaggerates it but still I like that. It makes me feel like I'm special. Yes special. The other day he got into a fight because of me. Yeah Joshua was calling me names again and Mason got mad at him. I wasn't there for the whole thing but according to what I know, I for sure know that there was a fight because of me. Mason really wants to protect me I get that but violence isn't the solution...I know he can fight but still I'd rather see him not do anything for my sake. He's strong, he has big biceps..biceps.. Anyways he is strong overall compared to my 5.5ft height let's just say he's way taller than me. At first I hated that I was so weak..but now that Mason's in my life I feel like...it's a good thing that I am. That way Mason likes me. He wouldn't like me if I wasn't who I am. He likes that I'm fragile, little. Some people might say that's because he likes girls and that his just looking for the same thing in a boy. I don't believe those people. You can't decide who you have feelings for. He fell in love with me and that's what is important. Our school is homophobic so for sure they're gonna judge us no matter what. It hurts when they call me names especially knowing I don't know if I am that but having Mason behind me helps me make me stronger. Sometimes it sucks to know that Mason has to be inside my mess but he made me sure that he didn't mind as long as I was safe. He really makes my heart. Practice just finished. He told me he wanted to hang out after school. Usually I would find that strange cause he told me he's busy on week days but he told me he wasn't busy today. I wonder what happened.. Why does he want to see me so badly on a Tuesday? I want to see him too but I can't help but feel like something happened to him. I'll see if what I'm thinking is true.
