Still Terrified

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     Chapter 1

       Jessica

I woke up screaming and, drenched in sweat from the nightmares of his teeth biting into my flesh and draining me. As I grabbed my chest screaming from the memories of being held captive. I sat up.

"Fuck," I took in a deep breath. Pete my German Sheppard was at my side instantly nuzzling me. I hug him as I cried and nuzzled his head. I looked around the room at my surroundings. I have been staying with my sister Kate and Jonathan at her cabin since I was kidnapped by Owen an ancient vampire, who's been after my family's power for a century.

We, I mean Kate and I are part Angel and part Fay from our mother's side. Our father became a wolf shifter by the way of a classified program in the military. When he and my mother mated and had us, A knew family line was born. It is why Owen wanted my sister Kate. But what he didn't know was that he already had what he wanted in his hands. I am Kate's sister. We are fraternal twins, which means we don't look alike and was thought to be dead, because I was kidnapped as a baby and made to look like I died. But I really had been taken by my Aunt Leah, so that one of us would survive.

I look at my dog Pete telling him, "I'm okay boy." He smelled the air and walked to the bedroom door and sniffed it, and then went to the window in my room. I knew when he came back over to me and jumped up on the bed and put his head in my lap, that everything was fine. My hands were shaking as I patted his head and I told him again.

"Really, I'm okay boy," He grumbled. 'Like, yeah right, keep telling yourself that.'

Earlier that evening after I came home from working on the old cabin that my parents used to own, I drank a bottle of wine hoping it would help me relax and unwind and maybe knock me out all night. I guess it didn't work.

Looking at the clock, I shook my head, its three fourteen AM. Sigh.

I got up and went into the bathroom. Turning on the lights I got a drink of water, and I used the washcloth to clean my face and wipe the back of my neck. My shirt was soaked in sweat. I will never get back to sleep now. I was shaking and my heart rate is so high. So, I got my swimming suit on to go swim laps in the lake.

My sister Kate refuses to let me go home after being kidnapped. The last time I had been taken I was just 18, I was taken by a psycho who deprived me of my sight and sound and air at his will. He wanted me to call him Daddy and be his slave. He is now in prison for kidnapping and sexual assault and Kate is waiting for me to have a monumental breakdown like last time.

Being kidnapped again for five days, and tortured, touched and bitten to keep you drained of energy can really mess with your mind to.

But I do have tools, and method's that are helping me cope, that I didn't have last time.

They took from me everything I had worked so hard to get back when I was taken by Carl Baker. (Shivers). The thought of him still makes me feel uneasy.

Owen and his men kept me drained and drugged me. I started hallucinating that, I kept seeing Carl. He would watch me from the window in the door, but I had to keep telling myself, He doesn't have red eyes, and he is in prison, he is in prison, he can't hurt you. He is not really here.

I fought the drugs as long as possible. But the drugs would win out. I have memories of Owen bringing Carl into that little room and letting him feed on me, I have a set of teeth scars on the side of my right breast and my groan that I can't heal they rubbed some sort of liquid over it that burned it into my skin to remind me that I will never get away from him. He kept telling me that I was going to be his little girl again soon and he would keep feeding from me.

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