when i found you || chris sturniolo

07

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Me and Chris have been together for about two maybe two and half months. It's been going good but it's difficult. Because of their fans and gossip we can't walk around school together together. We can't hold hands or kiss in public which sucks. But then when he finally comes over or I get to his house... it's like there's nothing else in the world.

I stayed over night last night. We must of fell asleep watching •FRIENDS • or something. Now. I realise that i have an amazing, cute (and may I say GORGEOUS) boyfriend but... Joey man.

ANYWAY. I wake up with my head lead on his bare chest and his strong arm around my waist. I reach up a hand to play with his hair, and he hums in response. I see the corners of his lips raise as he wakes up. He's so cute.

"Morning" his grumbly, yet attractive morning voice plays through my head.

"Morning" I smile up at him readjusting my position to see his face better. Its moments like this that I love. That I cherish. Even just the times where we sit and do nothing but talk feel like it's perfect. Like nothing can break it.

"What do you wanna do today" he asks me as he moves his head to lean on mine.

"Mmm. Can't we just stay here" I purr as I pull his body closer to mine and hold him like if I let go I may never get this feeling back. I close my eyes as I feel his comforting arms tighten around my smaller fragile body.

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"Chrissy wake up" I hear Matts voice as I lay on my side with a rather heavy arm sitting on my hip along with a warm body behind me.

(AN: Not part of the book but I would just like to say taht I was reading back over this and saw that I put "chrissy wake up" THIS WAS BEFORE ST S4 EVEN CAME OUT wow shocking from me anyway enjoy.)

"Come on you two" Nick says as he shakes us. Matt rips the duvet off us and I feel Chris flip us over so I'm on my back and he's on his stomach with his arms wrapped around the underneath of my waist and his head resting just above one of my shoulders.

"Go away" he complains.

"Get out of bed! Now." Nick slightly yells to him.

"Fuck off! Let us sleep in." I feel Chris move his arm to flip his brothers off. "We'll get up later."

"Fine. Just because I'm nice. You two kids have fun" Nicks voice echos through the room as he goes towards the door just before stepping out, "but not too, much fun." I pick up the pillow next to me and throw it at him just for it to hit the door and he shuts it in time.

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2 months. That's a long time right? For some people all it takes is one look... I've had plenty of looks to make me feel this way. How do I tell him. I feel like it could be too early but- maybe it's not.

2 months feels longer than it sounds it's still short but in that time... I think I just might've fallen deeply in love with Chris.. When he kisses me, it feels like there's nothing else there. I feel like I'm floating. When he hugs me and holds me close I feel like there's nothing that can hurt me. When he stands next to me I feel safe. Like no matter what he's gonna be there for me. I love those feelings.

I love his laugh and his smile. He's got that kind of contagious laugh, when he laughs everyone around him does. I love his humour and, even though he might not always show it, I love how much he cares about other people and his brothers. I love that when he looks at me he makes me feel like I'm the only girl in the world. I love the way he does everything he can to make others happy, and the way that he's always there if I need a shoulder to cry on or if I just want a hug. I'm in love with him, I love him with everything I have. I love Chris.

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