when i found you || chris sturniolo

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So update time. I was in Italy for a week, it was a lot of fun we saw lots of our family like cousins and shit but yeah. We went to this really beautiful beach and it was warm and pretty we stayed there for hours so I'm VERY happy I left with a tan.

It's now towards the end of october. So me and Chris have been together for a long ass time now, around half a year I think something like that. I've loved every second of it.

The fans are getting closer to figuring it out every day so I think we should just tell them but I'll talk to Chris about that tomorrow I'll just take Jadens car. I see ship edits (some are so cute) and so many rumours about his there are even some about me and Matt out there. So they look really closely at everything we do- which is why we've had to be careful all this time.

Especially now that their fandom is getting bigger. By the day they gain thousands of subscribers, I'm so proud of how far they've come. It's incredible.

Anyway... right now I'm at home watching Avengers: Age of Ultron with Kayla she's sleeping on my lap right now. I need her here for comfort because this movie makes me cry- poor Pietro. If you know you know of you don't then watch it 🙄.

I think I'm just gonna chill at home today. Although Jaden is playing some soccer game and is yelling every 5 seconds. It's getting annoying now.

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"Hey Chrissy" I say as he let me in their house.

"Hello Princess. You alright." He asks as we walk up the stairs into his room.

"Yeah I had a thought..." I begin.

"What's that?" He questions intrigued.

"We'll we've been together for like a long time now. So maybe it's time to tell people. They're already making edits and stuff so they're figuring it out by themselves so I was thinking maybe we should just tell them." I speak with a hopeful going in my eyes.

"Uhh- yeah I don't think that's a great idea" my eyebrows draw together at his comment and I'm slightly diss hearted- I was excited to tell everyone so why isn't he?

"What? Why not?" I say quickly.

"Well I like how we are now. I like our relationship now. I don't want to change it." He says sitting on the edge of the bed.

"I like our relationship too but I'm over the sneaking about now. In fact I'm sick of it. I don't want to have to walk apart from you in the streets cause someone might see us. I don't want to sit on the other side of the room just to avoid suspicion... is that too much to ask for" I ask standing up too talking down at him.

"I know it can be annoying. But I prefer that to you getting hate for being my girlfriend. You already get horrible comments just from knowing us how do you think people are gonna react when they find out we're dating? Huh? They're gonna emotionally attack you Layla!" He point at me slightly raising his voice.

"Chris what they say are just words. You are my boyfriend. I should be able to sit with you in a video. Talk to you on a live. Wear your clothes. You can't even kiss me in the streets. You won't hold my hand unless we're in the house. I have put up with it for so long Chris. I can't take it anymore!" I start to shout.