eternal love Mikasa x Male reader.

The aftermath of the fall

Y/n pov

Everyone was silently riding on the boat after the fall of wall Maria. I was quite too but not because of the fall, but of how I will get my revenge against the titans. All I could think about was murdering the titans after they took away my home and my family. But I also thought about what my father said about my last name.

"What did he mean by that.." I said out loud, but when I did say that I saw Mikasa out of the corner of my eye look towards me getting wide eyed for a bit but then resuming back to her normal state.

She called my name and I responded back by getting up and walking over to them. Once I walked over I looked over at Armin and Eren both sleeping while Eren still had a frown on his face.

"Hey y/n are you okay" Mikasa asked me. "uh yeah I just have a few scratches here and there." I said trying to hold up a fake smile. "If you don't mind me asking but where are your parents? I could have sworn that you said something about them when you ran away.." I stopped smiling and went wide eyed the memory of both of my parents under the rubble bleeding out and watching my father die in front of me and I couldn't do a damn thing.

Mikasa noticed me stop smiling and start tearing up a bit and decided to apologize "o-oh I'm sorry about asking you that I can assume what happened."

I stopped tearing up and wiped any tears wanting to escape and put on a small smile "Don't worry about you didn't know, but I want to ask where are yours and Eren's parents I mean assuming you do have have parents in the first place?"

Mikasa stopped looking at me and looked down. I realized that I messed up and started to apologize like she did

"O-oh crap I-I'm sorry I didn't mean to mention them if they are dead I'm sorry!" I then looked down as well thinking about how I messed up big time. "Don't worry like you said you couldn't have known." We sat in silence after that until I got tired "Hey Mikasa *yawn* " "Yes y/n?" "I'm going to rest a bit I think you should to but its up to you so if you don't please wake me up when we get to wall rose."

"sure" Mikasa responded, I closed my eyes and started to fall asleep. When I opened my eyes I found my self back at my house when it was destroyed and I walked in but when I walked in everything in the house was dark and when I turned around the door was gone. So I was in a room that was pitch black but then I started to hear my dad's voice.

"Son remember, come back learn about our family learn about your last name it holds a lot of power. Do not tell your last name to anyone you don't trust always trust your gut." His words repeated and kept repeating I fell to my knees and started to hold my head from the amount of times he kept saying it. My head was felt as if it was about to split open until it stopped. Silence, no words kept repeating and for a strange reason I felt safe and happiness. I then woke up from the stopping of the boat.

I was about to get up but looked on my shoulder and saw Mikasa on it. I started to blush wondering why she slept on me but I decided it would be best to wake her up first. "Hey Mikasa, wake up we're here" I said to her she woke up and looked at me and nodded

. I was going to ask her why she fell asleep on me but Eren and Armin woke up as well and told us we should find a good spot at the refuge camp we were at before it got packed.

We started to go into the refuge camp and look for a spot in the warehouses. We found a spot to rest at when it turns night. Since we were all hungry we all decided to sit outside as Armin went with his grandpa to get us some bread. As we were waiting I asked Mikasa why she slept on me.

"Oh I slept on you because while I was going to sleep I saw you start to move and shake and your face was filled with discomfort and after I put my head on your shoulder you stopped moving so I decided to stay there I'm sorry if you got uncomfortable because of that. " "oh well t-thank you for that and no I wasn't uncomfortable it's all right." I said back smiling