eternal love Mikasa x Male reader.

struggle for Trost part 5

Jean's pov

Everyone was put on standby inside of the walls by the commanders. Everyone was worried to hell including Daz which Marco was trying to calm down. "I-I CAN'T FIGHT ANYMORE! MY FRIENDS WE KILLED,EATEN IN FRONT OF ME I J-JUST CAN'T!!!" Daz yells "I MIGHT BE THE NEXT ONE TO DIE TOO!! NO.. I WON'T BE EATEN I WILL END IT ALL BEFORE I GO OUT HERE AGAIN!" He says before pulling his sword.

But Marco stops him from ending himself. "Hey Daz! Relax we're all going through this too not just you has the same experience so calm down! Take uhhh... Sasha! for example, look at her she has struggles too!" Marco said pointing at Sasha. "Ughhhh my stomach hurts so bad!! Can I go to the infirmary?

Christa and Ymir both question me still about the whereabouts of Eren,(Y/N), and Mikasa "So Jean why can't you tell us about them?" Christa asked "I said it already I can't tell you about their whereabouts because or orders from the garrison." I responded. And also because I don't think it would be wise to tell everyone about Eren and (Y/N)'s secret. I thought

Right after I finished that thought a loud cannon shot was heard. We all looked around until Reiner found out that the shot came from inside wall rose. And right after he said that he left to go investigate with Annie and Bertholdt. I decided to follow with them because Eren and (Y/N) might be dead right now.

(Y/N) pov

We were incased inside of a rib cage with smoke all around us. I touch the meat surrounding the rib cage and burn my hand.. "OUCH SHIT THAT BURNS!" I said holding my hand blowing on it. "(Y/N) why would you touch it?" Mikasa asked me "u-uh I don't know I just wanted to know how it felt like" I said

Mikasa just stared at me with a blank face while I just cooling my hand down. We then saw the titan body start to try to move and then heard a yell from outside the smoke telling soldiers to be ready and to arm the cannon to be shot once more.

We heard something behind us and saw Eren come down from the back of the titan and come towards us. "Hey are you guys alright?" He asked "Yeah expect my burnt hand" I said "How did you burn your hand?" "I u-uhhh I-" "He touched the meat of the titan" Mikasa said "M-MIKASA YOU DIDNT HAVE TO BLURT IT OUT!" I said embarrassed

Eren laughed at me for burning my hand. "HEY SHUTUP BEFORE I BEAT YOUR ASS!" I said "okay okay I'm done heh" he said. "Okay we need to come up with a plan guys" Eren said "Well do you got any in that empty brain of yours?" I said "(Y/N) be nice" Mikasa said "Oh come on Mikasa I was just joking"

"Anyways.. I do have 2 plans actually." Eren said. "First plan is I can turn into a titan again and make it back to wall Maria, I've figured out that this key I have around my neck is the key to finding out the secrets of the Titans I know my dad knows something" "Okay,okay good plan except the fact what the hell are we gonna do?" I said "From now on I'm gonna be going at it solo I don't want you guys to get involved" He responded with "No Eren we're not gonna leave you we stay together" Mikasa said "Yeah and also not to mention you're kinda at deaths door.."

I was looking to the side while Mikasa and Eren argued and saw Armin deep in thought. So I went up to him and asked what's wrong. "Hey Armin what's wrong buddy" "H-Huh? Oh it's nothing.." "Come on Armin I know you're thinking about something" "Well it's just that I feel like a burden to everyone" "What why?!" "Well it's because I've almost never done something useful to help us I've always been useless" "Hey don't say that Armin you've never been useless remember each times you would help us out with stuff we didn't know or helped Eren stay out of trouble" "heh, I guess I, not really useless after all" "See? You've never been a burden to us. Now come on I think they stopped arguing"

We went back to Mikasa and Eren when they just finished arguing. "But like I said Mikasa I have 2 plans, Armin if you can convince the commander that me and (Y/N) are not titans I will not be forced to leave" Eren said "W-What you're leaving this on me?! Armin said "Yes I believe in you Armin remember you're the one who convinced Hannes to come after me and Mikasa and if you hadn't we would have been eaten like my mother"