People couldn't really understand it. A person who is suicidal.
A person who has traumatic experience that leads to anxiety and depression and that leads to Suicidal thoughts ...
It hurts my ego to accept the facts that I am like that. My pride... Wait do I even have pride?
No.. i didn't even think about it.... It's because my pain is greater than my pride....
The person that is lonely... The person who endured too much pain.... The People that killed their selves....
Suicide is not a crime..... A choice? Yes..... People who killed their selves just had enough of what's happening around them...
People don't have the same pain tolerance....
"Will you feel better?"
"I..."
Luke is currently blessing me... He gives me blessing once a week....
"I Think."
A tears coming from my eyes and a sad smiling lips...
"The gods are watching, Princess." He smiled at me. "done." He remove his hand on my head. "The people that struggles and feel the pain. They need to surrender it all to God."
Luke gave me a hug. "There are all these moments you think you won't survive. Then you survive."
His soothing voice whisper in my ear...
"And we know that you keep on surviving and we are proud of you."
I just slightly smiled at him... What they know about my struggles so far is not even half of what I've been through.... yet they are proud that I survive?....
"Let's go grab some chocolate???"
I rolled my eyes. "Go to the temple. I am busy right now."
"Awww." Luke pouted.
"Why don't you take another hour to rest?" Max suggested. "I can take care of my stupid ass brother."
"Then it's settled!!!" Luke
"Give Ally a space, Pastor."
I laugh without a sound when Max called him a pastor.... The word pastor is not really used in this world...
"Are you jealous of me?" Luke said while clinging his arms on mine.
"No, you pervert high priest."
"Did you just call me, a servant of God, pervert?" Luke ask calmly...
He's truly a servant of Frost... They're both calm and childish.
Wala namang expression sa mukha ni Max at hindi na sinagot si Luke.... I sighed.
"You can go Luke. I'm busy. I can donate to the temple for you to buy sweet foods."
"You know I can't." Luke said.
Ah right... They're on diet.... Lol...
Umalis at nagpaalam na din naman si Luke... Nakaupo lang din naman ako sa kama ko....
"You don't really want him to stay." Saad ko. Humiga ako at niyakap ang isang unan.
Max stayed quiet... I'm right.... "Sana sinabi mo na lang."
"But I don't want to... No.. i actually can't."
I stare at him.... He's still standing from where he was before.... At the center of my room...
"I don't want to monopolize you. I don't want to covet you even if I want to." He smile at me.
"Are you jealous?" I whisper. Asking him if he is.
BINABASA MO ANG
Reincarnated as a Princess (Completed)
Fantasy(my third fantasy story) She died saving a young boy's life and when she woke up she found out that she was Reincarnated as a Princess... Princess Azariella Alliah Fuego, A Proud Princess and evil at that, opposite of Ally who always seek death and...
