Reincarnated as a Princess (Completed)

Chapter 1

I'm so use to be used by people. They abuse me to the extent of I don't feel like I'm worth living. I was abandoned in a very young age. And I don't know how many times people enter my life and in the end they abandon me... And at a young age, I only see darkness.

In the world that I only see darkness... Cruelty and Greed of Humans...

I can't forget every suffering that I endure. that I suffered alone. Ahh... What should I do? I'm so used to suffering and pain that I feel like I'm dead but I know I'm alive and still breathing ...

I just want to die...

No one will cry and find me... I don't have anyone.... I only have myself.... Ah... Myself. My pain. My despair and suffering...

Hmm.. what should I do? Everytime i kill myself and close my eyes but in the end..... I found myself alive again... How annoying to keep on living...

My master abandon me because I'm no used of him anymore... well, I'm badly wounded and he might think I'm going to die so he abandon me...

I look at my wrist and see the scars... How disgusting...

"yung bata!"

Huh... Inangat ko ang tingin ko at nakita yung batang nakahinto at nakatingin sa sasakyan .. he must have been shock that's why he can't move to save himself... Or he want to die as well... Ahh... How annoying.... I run fast as I could before the car hit the kid... When I already reach for the kid and moved him to the side.... I feel the pain in my body as the car hit me....

Ah... I can die now.... Just die Ally... You're a trash in this world... You don't have any purpose to live. You don't have a purpose to stay alive ... Just die ... Even if I'm young... Just die..

'You useless maid!!!!' the girl slapped the maid making her fall on the ground... No one move to help her.. "Put her in the dungeon and torture her!"

"P-princess Azariella." The maid cried as the guards is taking her away. "P-princess!!"

Another scene appear and another one and another... Why am I seeing this cruelty? Who the fuck is that brat?

Grinning evilly and laughing while seeing someone hurt miserably because of her.... How disgusting ...

Ah.... I'm like that too .. but isn't what she did was too much? At least I kill people fast that they can't feel the pain of dying....

I'm an assassin but the weakest one... I guess... That's why my master abandon me as well.... An assassin doing her duty done and the assassin craving for death... Death... Ahhh... I just don't feel like it being alive in the world full of misery..

But someone might curse me to suffer more because when I open my eyes.... I know that I'm alive again.... How.... Annoying to stay alive....

"Princess are you okay?"

Princess?

My eyes look at the person who speak... How funny .. her face is familiar.... She's in my dream... But her eyes got me....

That's funny .. that look on her eyes not happy seeing me alive... Ah... I'm not happy as well...

I don't like being alive... Fuck being alive! Damn .. what's my purpose that I always ended up being alive after seeking for death.... God must be happy seeing me suffer ... Ah... Does God even exist?

"Where am I?"

"In your room, Princess."

"Ah."

Umupo ako at tiningnan ang paligid... Lots of servants who are bowing ... Their familiar faces .... In my dream.... Beautiful and spacious room...