《𑁍𝐍𝐂𝐓 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬𑁍》

Renjun/Jaemin - Trust you again pt.2

Part 2.
Mostly fluff.

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A few months have passed and I'm doing much better. Tho, it was incredibly hard at first to fully process it all and accept the fact that it had happened.

It was also very difficult to come to terms with the fact that Renjun was not the person I once thought he was and did the unexpected.

It was horrendous at first. I was so utterly broken and I felt like a piece of my soul went missing, never to return again. I spent endless nights crying my eyes out, wondering where it all went wrong, why it all went wrong. I couldn't focus on anything but what had occurred.

We were together for a year and a half. I loved him deeply, cherished him like he was the most precious thing in my life. I dreaded to imagine if something like this was to happen. But yet, here we are.

Renjun did however, attempt multiple times to contact me, in means of text, phone calls and even coming to my house, but I refused to talk to him.

A foolish part of me yearned to talk to him, wanting to hear him tell me how it was a silly misunderstanding, but the realistic part of me knew that that was not the case and it was mearly a fantasy.

But in vain, after concluding that it was over and I had absolutely no intention of speaking to him again, he eventually gave up as he knew that there was no excuse good enough to justify what he had done.

Jaemin however, was there the whole time. He stayed with me comforting me, distracting me and helping me get over Renjun. He was so patient with me. He listened to my venting and wiped my tears while he held me close when I was crying.

Gradually, I started to get over Renjun until I stopped crying over him and started to feel joy again. I started to get my life back together.

Ultimately, after a long few months, I managed to fully get over him and it was all thanks to Jaemin. He really was the greatest friend I could ever ask for...

Until I realised I wanted us to become more than best friends.

I never actually realised how amazing jaemin really was. He was sweet, considerate, funny and the most caring person I've ever known. His heart was made of gold and his beautiful soul was so pure.

He was always there for me during my toughest times, comforting me, helping me and being a shoulder for me to cry on when I had nobody else. It's always been him. And it was only when I was at my worst did I realise how blind and stupid I'd been to not notice.

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It was a rainy afternoon when Jaemin came over to hang out.

We sat cuddled up on the couch, watching a random movie while munching on popcorn. I was so focused on the film, that I didn't notice the pair of eyes staring at me.

~Jaemin P.O.V~

I couldn't focus on anything but her. She looked so beautiful. Her features were so soft as she just simply stared at the tv screen, so engrossed in the film that was playing.

Her smile was so bright it could light up a room and her voice was angelic. She was so full of energy and life and she was so funny and caring. She was simply the most amazing person I've ever met. I adored her.

After a while of me staring at her, she finally noticed my gaze and turned her head to face me. She held a subtle expression as I looked into her eyes with so much love and adoration.

Instinctively, we both started slowly leaning in until our lips connected and we slowly started moving them against each other.

~Y/n P.O.V~

I felt fireworks burst inside me as we moved our lips in sync. It was such a loving and warm kiss, both of us pouring our emotions into it as if we were confessing our love for each other through it.

We eventually broke apart, breathless and a shade of pink appeared on my cheeks.

Jaemin sweetly smiled at me before deciding it was now or never.
"Y/n, I need to tell you something" he paused for a second before continuing

"I've liked you. No, scratch that, loved you for so long. You are the most wonderful person I've ever met and I love everything about you. Your contagious laughter, your bright smile that lights up the entire room, your selflessness and caring nature, your craziness that annoys the shit out of me sometimes but you know I love it and much more."

My mouth was agape in shock and ecstasy as my heart started racing. I couldn't believe what I was hearing.

"J-jaemin I-"

"I understand if you don't feel the same way, I just had to let you know. And you don't have to worry, even if you don't reciprocate my feelings, I won't leave your-"

"Just shut up already" I said as I grabbed his face, cutting him off with a kiss.

He was a little surprised but nonetheless instantly kissed me back and I could feel him smiling into the kiss.

After we broke apart, I spoke
"I love you too, Jaemin. My dumbass just didn't realise what was right in front of me."

He beamed at me and pulled me into a bone-crushing hug, to which I laughed at in response.

"I've always loved you. But I knew you were happy with Renjun so I never said anything and chose to be happy for you." He explained.

"What did I do to deserve you."
I said while smiling.

"I should be the one asking that." He pulled away from the hug and looked straight into my eyes and asked

"Will you be my girlfriend?"

"Of course you dummy."

It turned out the one that I was meant to be with was in front of me all along and it took me to be at my lowest and lose myself to see what had been in front of me the whole time.

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Jaemin and I have been dating for about two weeks now and I'm so happy and grateful to have him.

One day, I was in the kitchen rummaging through the cupboards, looking for something to eat but there was nothing. So I decided to go to the convenience store to buy something.

As I entered, I headed straight to the ramen aisle, grabbing my favourite one and heading staight to the counter.

As I was about to pay, I felt a presence beside me. I briefly glanced at the person only to see an all too familiar face. One that I dreaded to ever see again. Renjun.

I quickly looked away, trying to use my hair to cover my face. That was until I saw him look at me through the corner of my eye, his eyes widening.

Shit. I thought.
I threw the money at the cashier and rushed out, causing the employee to start scolding me but I couldn't care less.

Reaching out for the door handle, I was stopped by a hand grabbing onto my arm, preventing me from moving.

I already knew who it was.

"Renjun, just let go of me." I demanded, my voice sounding tired.

"Please Y/n, I miss you."

"Yeah well I missed you when you decided to cheat on me" I spat as I tried to break out of his grip but he was too strong.

"I'm sorry okay. I regret what I did so much. It was a mistake and I was such an idiot. Please, give me one last chance." He pleaded.

"I'm sorry Renjun, but what you did was indelible. It's been months and I've moved on. I have a boyfriend and I'm much happier now" I explained.

"I'm so sorry. Please just forgive me and come back to me please.." He begged, sounding desperate.

Finally succeeding in breaking out of his hold, I opened the door, turning to look at him one last time

"I'm a good enough person to forgive you. But I'm not stupid enough to trust you again."

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My sleeping schedule is fucked up