mad at myself (rhink)

rebel lovesong

BEEP BEEP BEEP. Sigh. Even though I like my job, Mondays are though. I get up like every weekday and walk to the bathroom.

"First a shower" I mumble.
I undress and step into the shower. While waiting until the water warms up, my still tired mind wanders off.

Imagine being in a shower with Link. I saw Links smooth and pale body in front of him. His skinny figure, the cute birthmark on his left thigh.

STOP THAT!

I need to control my thoughts, I tell myself.

After showering I make some cereal and some coffee as breakfast.

Still a bit sleepy I eat my breakfast until a car parks in my driveway: Link.

I think I kind of missed him. Although I saw him yesterday.

I can't help but smile as I walk up to Links car.

Link is also smiling. "Good morning" he says "ready for today?"

"Hi buddy. I sure am."

"Good" Link looks me at me with a smile.

"Is there something wrong?" I ask.

"No no no..." his cheeks turning red.

He's so cute.

I run my hand trough my hair. Link quickly focusing on the road.

The studio is pretty close but there are so many cars on the road in LA that the drive takes a while.

I stare out of the car window, watching the people, the cars, the trees, the buildings...

"We're here" Links voice waking me up, "You almost fell asleep man!" Link laughs.

I can't help but smile at his beautiful laugh.

"Yeah I know" I chuckled a little. "C'mon man, let's go inside."

After filming the GMM episode and the GMMore, Link and I were left alone.

I'm trying to concentrate on my computer, but I can feel Links gaze on me.

He looks beautiful today, his dark brown hair flows over his head and his light blue eyes look so beautiful with his blue T-shirt.

Link also wore black skinny jeans, which made his cute butt even more perfect.

"You like what you see?" shit, he caught me staring!

"What?"

"I'm just kidding, man" Link smiles and I force a laugh before going back to my work. Well kind of, I just can't concentrate. Maybe I should get up and take a break.

"Coffee?" I ask

"I'll help you." I can see that Link could not concentrate either.

"Okay"

Link and I stand up and walk to the kitchen. Link gets the mugs out of the cupboard while I actually make the coffee. Link keeps staring at me and I let him, I don't mind as long as Link let me stare at his ass.

Age 12

"Do you ever wonder what kissing feels like?" I ask. Link and I are sitting on my bed doing homework.

"Sometimes."

"I kind of want to try it, but I don't know with who. I don't have a girlfriend."

"We can kiss."

At first I'm surprised by what Link said then I'm a little bit grossed out, I look next to me and see the cute, shy look on his face and I give in. "Okay. You mean like right now?"

"Only if you want to..."

"Yes. I want to"