mad at myself (rhink)

damned if I do ya

The week passed by pretty quickly and before I knew it, it was Friday.

Link and I are just done filming GMM and GMMore.

"You want to hang out at my place tonight?" Link asks.

"Yeah sure. What time?"

"8?"

"Yeah that will work. Is Christy there?"

"Christy is with the kids to her parents. I'll be home alone all weekend. She left this morning."

"I'd love to hang with you all weekend if that's fine to you"

"Yeah. That'd be great". I could see the excitement in his eyes. "I first have to ask my wife"

"She'll be okay with it" I look into his beautiful eyes and can't help but smile. Link does the same.

"Bye sweetheart."

"Goodbye handsome."

After saying goodbye to my wife and kids, I head over to Links house.

I'm kind of worried about what I'm wearing, but that doesn't make any sense. I never worry about what I wear.

I'm wearing a grey v-neck and jeans. Is that good enough? I hope so.

Before I know it I'm in Links driveway. I could feel my heart pump, like, really hard.

Why did it do that? How can I stop it? It doesn't make sense.

I get out of the car and walk to the door of Links house.

It kind of feels like my own home, because I come here a lot. I know the smell. I know where everything is. I know how the television works. I just feel comfortable.

I reach out to knock on the door. The door swings open before I can even touch it.

"Hi Rhett" Link saw me arrive and is now standing in the hallway in a white T-shirt and skinny jeans.

"Hi Linkster" I just walk inside without asking if I have permission to do that. I know Link way to well to wait for that kind of stuff. Link is clearly okay with it, because he just walks behind me to the living room.

"I see you're prepared?" I ask when I see beer and A LOT of food; donuts, tacos, pizza, hotdogs, cheeseburgers, chicken, just everything.

"Yeah... Too much?" Link looks kind of cute when he is embarrassed.

"No! I love it. I'm really looking forward to spend the weekend with you." Link smiles when I say that, he also blushes a little.

"You look good in that gray shirt", he says.

"T-thanks" I can feel the blood streaming to my cheeks. Oh god no. I don't want to blush! I could feel myself getting redder as comes closer to me. I can smell his scent now. Does he wear cologne? Why? He never does that. This is just a weekend like all the other ones, right?

Link takes my upper arm in his hand and pull me to the couch. We sit down right next to each other.

"I got some video games, some movies. Or we could watch YouTube videos. What do you want to do?" He asks.

"I don't know. Maybe we could just talk. We haven't done that in a while."

"We talk every day. We work together. Remember?"

"I know, but we don't talk that much. And GMM is scripted, so that doesn't count."

"True. Maybe we should do things like this more often. Just hang out together." Link says while opening a beer. He hands me the beer and opens another one for himself.

I take a sip from my beer and let the flavor spread through my mouth. This is going to be fun.

Age 14.

"Randy. I found you!" Alex screams.

We're playing hide and seek in a park with a few friends and Link and I are hidden behind a wall. Alex is really close and Link and I are trying to be as quiet as possible. Luckily Alex doesn't see us and he walks away.

"Rhett?"

"What?"

"Do you want a kiss?"

"Now? With all these people here?"

"Yeah". Link comes closer to me and feel his soft lips on mine.

His lips are the most amazing feeling in the whole world and I forget everything around me. It feels like the time stops when I kiss Link.

Suddenly we hear footsteps.

Alex! We immediately break the kiss.

Alex walks right past our hiding place. We're lucky the brown haired boy didn't see us!

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