I promise it'll get better

chapter 4 finally good news

Dear Jo.

Here we are two months away from my sixteenth birthday with no friends and Ms Carmen doesn't even know. Or if she does she doesn't show she knows. My dad used to be so excited for my birthdays giving me loads of extra loving weeks in advance. I really miss those days. But I'm super excited because after a few weeks without seeing grandma Marsha being at her house is gonna be like heaven.

I'm also excited because after some serious begging, ms Carmen is letting us go to school!!! I hope I don't get judged too harshly because of my uncontrollable situation.
I'm taking Isaac to the park later this afternoon and then I'm taking him to the pet shop to pick out a fish. He's always wanted something to be responsible for or whatever and ms Carmen gave me some money for helping her around the house some. I hope that Isaac can find at least one good friend in school so he's not alone. Poor guy never talks to hardly anyone. He needs to come out of his shell more and open up. He used to be more talkative than me if thats possible. But I think all this has taken a very negative toll on his bubbly personality. I know that if people give him a chance that he'll be the very best friend they've ever had.