Her Stutters And Mumbles // P.J.M (#23)

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Jungwoo

I think that I kind of know who had been delivering my meals for me, I know that it is not Jisoo because she said that she has classes and she had hired a housekeeper to make me food and then give it to me at my doorstep which I will collect it and I will put the empty ones back at the same place and she will come to get it.

But I also know that she didn't hire a new housekeeper to make my meals, she doesn't have a housekeeper, to begin with, and there has never been a housekeeper being hired by her family to take care of the house. Jisoo looks like an extremely beautiful and high maintenance princess and she is raised by one of the strictest parents that she has, and they made her learn how to clean up her mess and take care of herself without anyone helping her.

The only thing that she isn't exactly good at is that she doesn't know how to cook, I have tasted her cooking and I immediately knew that cooking isn't her best forte and she wouldn't dare to cook me food all the time and I know that it was someone else but it is not a stranger that she had called over to help her to take care of my meals when she is out for classes and she would not have the time to do all of that for me.

And there is no way that she would allow a stranger to come to take care of me, especially when something so horrible had happened to me, there is no way that she would do that and it would be someone who is close to me or she will never allow anyone else to take care of me. 

I haven't been able to use my phone as I have been using the time to give myself time to calm down and not think of bad things but I have looked through my notifications just this morning and there were a lot of messages and missed calls from the guys and there were so many that I can't count and there is one person who hasn't messaged me at all, he didn't even call me either.

For 4 days, he had only made one appearance throughout and he was the person who saved me and he brought me to this safe place and he didn't show his face ever since and he didn't make a single phone call and there were no messages from him which is weird because the rest of them has at least called me once and left me a dozen messages but him.

This could only mean 2 things, one because he is giving me the time to get back to the old Jungwoo and he is not making me feel pressured to return his calls and he is trying his best to bother me. Or he could be the one who has been taking care of me and making sure that I get to eat my meals on time and he has been taking care of me when Jisoo is not around and she has gone for her classes and he is not calling me because there is no need for him to do that because he is always here and he knows that I am fine.

I looked up at the clock and it is nearing lunchtime I usually get my food at exactly 1 pm and the food would be there and there will be a knock on the door, informing me that food is there and I will put the emptied bowl on the door. If it is really Jung Hoseok, I will be so happy to see him and he doesn't have to hide his identity from me anymore because I am just so thankful to him that he has saved my life once again and there is nothing better than that.

I heard that knock and there was the signal for me to get ready to open the door, I opened the door and he was just going to put the food on the floor when he saw that I opened the door. It is really Jung Hoseok, how selfless can he be even?

He managed to keep his calm and held the tray in his hand as he looked at me and there is the look of getting caught by me but I am just glad that he has been there for me all the time and I could never be more grateful than that. "Jungwoo..."

"Are you going to keep standing there and not giving me my lunch?" I asked him and he passed me my food to which I shook my head. 

"Is the food not up to your liking? Tell me what you would want for lunch and I will cook exactly that." He asked me. "I will just eat this for lunch."

I shook my head once again. "Let's have this in the dining room and cook your share as well, we are going to have lunch together."

It is still too early to say that I have healed from this incident but it would be good to have someone to have lunch together and Jung Hoseok is one person that I will always allow to be in my life because he wouldn't hurt me and I know what I feel for him, and he would do anything to protect me. Because he is Jung Hoseok...

He avoided talking about the incident and he is not saying anything to me either, he is just eating his lunch and he is not looking at me either. "Why are you not looking at me like that? You are not saying anything to me either."

"I am afraid." He says to me. "I am afraid that it might be a dream and you will disappear from my sight when I wake up and you will not open the door for me."

I smiled. "This is not a dream, we are having lunch together and I am going to have my meals with you from now on because you are here and I am not going to make you worried about me anymore."