Uncontrollable (Sapnap X Karl)

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Karl's pov

After awhile of looking at those amazing videos I got up from  my seat and dusted of my chair then I walked out of the restaurant using my right hand to open the door to leave. Always right hand never left or I have to go back in and come out after awhile again.

I began walking to the library that I always go to.
It is open today because it is Thursday  today. I began walking while I played with the zipper on my jacket a bit zipping it up and down because it made a squeaking sound that I found interesting. After awhile I made it to the library. I opened the library and was greeted by the librarian.
'Hi Karl, I saved your regular seat for you and how are you doing?'
'uhm- hi, I am ok bye." I left to go to my regular seat.
'Same nice sweet boy as always.' I heard the librarian whisper to her self.
I got my favorite book from out of my bag I had with me.
I started reading while humming to myself I often don't know what I am humming about but I enjoy it.

I was starting to feel a relaxed while the Air-conditioning circulated throughout the room. I just kept my head in my book and kept reading the words. I really like this book but I don't like the sad moments it makes me sad, but I like the really happy and funny moments in it and that's why I liked reading it. I read a few more chapters until I got to this page of the main characters Mom getting really sick and she can't really help around the house anymore. I began to frown as I read it each sentence got sadder and sadder, I don't like this I said to myself but I don't wanna skip it and flip to the next page.

So I kept reading through it and tears starting going down my cheeks as I read it. It was just so sad I really didn't want anything bad to happen to the mom. The librarian saw me crying. She turned her head away from her book and got up from her seat and began walking towards me.
When she arrived next to me I made sure not to make any eye contact at all with her.

'What's wrong Karl?'
'The mom sick, so daughter sad so I am sad' I said while a tear rolled down my cheek I brought my hand to my face to wipe the tear off.
The librarian looked so suprise because I didn't really communicate to her alot and she looked a bit happy that I did that but then she started frowning at the sight of seeing me crying.
'It's ok Karl, I am sure it will have a happy ending.'
'But, daughter is sad now, so I sad now.'
'I know Karl but it's ok, if you don't like the book I can always change it for you.'
I nodded my head
'It fine.'
And after I said that the librarian went back to her seat and sat down and began doing her work again on the computer. A few more people came inside the library after a couple of minutes.

I kept reading my book and it turned out that the Mom was getting better. So I was starting to feel better now.
'How are you feeling now Karl?' The librarian asked me.
'I better now.' I said
The librarian looked at me from her seat
'That's great Karl.' as she said that she went back to her computer to continue doing her work.

After I few more chapters, I got a bit tired and rested my head on my desk for a good 15 minute nap.

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