Uncontrollable (Sapnap X Karl)

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Karl's pov

I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock and as always I jumped to the loud noise of the clock ringing. I held Mr.Puffy tightly in my arms cuddling him as a woke up.I looked around my room about zoning out while looking at the ceiling. After awhile I regained my conscience and I began putting on my slippers exactly how I always put them on. Then I stood up and I checked my window 3 times and went to first take a quick shower and after I went to go change my clothes as I changed my clothes I put my Zebra in my bag straight away. Then I walked down the stairs the exact same order I always walk down the steps and made sure my Zebra was in my bag safe and secure.

'I see that you remembered to change your clothes this time, have a great day honey.'
I smiled at my mom and left to go out the front door while playing with my zipper on my jacket. I brought my head phones with me this time and I kept them in my bag next to my zebra.
After a few more minutes of walking I made it to the restaurant using my right hand to open the door. I always used my right hand to open doors not left because it just doesn't seem right.
I went inside the restaurant and sat in my regular seat where I usually sit.
After a few moments the waiter greeted me.
' Hi Karl do you want the usual again, a pancake with strawberry syrup?'
I nodded my head avoiding any kind of eye contact with the waiter and she left to go get my order and returned with it. She placed it in the exact same spot it is always placed and then left to go take someone else's order. I ate all my food really quickly this time, first bite was a square shape as always. I pay my stomach and rested for a few seconds to let the food settle down. Then I dusted of my seat with my hand and after I did that I went to wash my hands 3 times with 2 squirts of hand sanitizer because I ate pancakes with strawberry syrup.

I started speed walking to the library as fast as I can and started playing with my zipper while doing so. I looked at the birds in the sky and the clouds. There was one cloud that looked like a tennis racket to me, it was so cool. I looked at the cloud for about 2 minutes and after I finished admiring the cloud I began to walk to the library again.

I opened the library door and the librarian looked so focused in her computer work but after a while  she noticed me 'Hello Karl.'
I waved my hand really quickly at her without making any eye contact.
' As always Karl I saved your seat for you, your welcome.'
I smiled and walked away and began walking towards my seat, I went to sit down in my seat. And began reading my book that I didn't finish yet. After reading a few chapters it had a really funny part in it and I started to softly giggle a little. 'This is great.' I said in my head. I wanted to show my Zebra it too so I put my bag on my lap and started searching for my Zebra. This time I was 100 percent positive it was in my bag. I searched where I exactly put it in my bag but it wasn't there. Uhm no worries maybe it's in my other compartments but it wasn't in none of them . I checked every single compartment in my bag again but it wasn't there.

This time I had really lost him and I new my mom wouldn't have washed him again. Tears were starting to form in my eyes. I lost Mr.Puffy I am so dumb and stupid. Mr.Puffy is probably scared now. I am a bad, bad , bad person I started mumbling to myself. Some tears rolled down my cheeks as I said those words. I pinched my skin because I probably deserved it for losing Mr.Puffy.

I am a really bad friend for Mr.Puffy and it was true, because now Mr Puffy is lost and probably scared right now and I am just sitting here crying like a baby. Mr.Puffy will never ever forgive me for doing this to him. Maybe Mr Puffy didn't want to be friends with me anymore. Maybe he didn't like me anymore. Tears started streaming down my face as a began clenching my fist together.
Someone tapped my shoulders and I looked up.

'Is this yours?'
I saw a rather tall figure standing in front of me and notice in there hands that they had a stuffed animal in there hand and I looked closer and realized it is Mr.Puffy!

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