Uncontrollable (Sapnap X Karl)

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Nick's pov

I woke up to the sound of an alarm ringing on my phone. I was just gonna put it on snooze when I realized it wasn't next to me. I always put my phone on the cupboard that's quite far away from my bed so I would have to actually get up out of my bed. To turn it off.  Don't get me wrong it works really well, but at times the ringing is so god damn annoying. Last time I almost risked throwing my phone out the window because I was tired of it being so annoying. An alarm feels like just that one annoying friend that's always bugging you all the time. But atleast I make it to school early everyday, well mostly or well I might say sometimes actually I rarely make it to school early. But this time it would be different. I am positive it would be different. I want to meet Karl as soon as possible and also I actually need someone to talk to ya know. I think dream should be up now, maybe I should give him a call. Because we didn't really talk after the George incident. Well maybe I just might text him this time. So he won't get embarrassed again. Because who knows what Georgie might ask next from him. I took my phone off the cupboard and went to sit down on a chair close by. Crossing my legs and tapping my fingers for a reply.

Nick~
Dream are you up?

Green Teletubby
Just woke up what is it?

Nick~
We didn't really talk yesterday after I heard your little prince in distress.

Green Teletubby
Uh- yeah I forgot about that 😅. We can talk about it now.

Nick~
Yeah, But first what did you do to poor Georgy?

Green Teletubby
I didn't do anything to hurt George and I wouldn't.

Nick~
I didn't say you did anything to hurt him.

Nick~
Did you :0

Green Teletubby
No we didn't Sapnap 😑

Nick~
You sure about that dream boy 🤨📸
Just gathering my evidence.  Might have to question Georgy ya know.

Green Teletubby
Really Sapnap.

Green Teletubby
Did you come here to bother me or to tell me about your lover boy?

Nick~
About that- We can talk about that later. Bye Dream tell Georgy I say hi 😀!!

Green Teletubby
Really Sapnap!?

While I was typing to dream I completely forgot the point why I was typing to him. So I guess it was kind of a meaningless conversation. It was a nice quick short chat anyway. You ever had to text someone where you just talk about complete nonsense. Just a short nice message for the day that you didn't plan for. And mainly just to annoy them. Enough about that now I had to get ready for school anyway. I didn't want to make any lunch for school so I just asked for some lunch money which my mom gave me a couple days ago. I didn't want to be late for school cause  I wanted to try out for the basketball team this year instead of football. Cause that didn't really end well last year it's not that I hate football. I really love it I do but I am also good at basketball but I never really gave it a try.

I think it will be a fun activity I guess. And also I just wanted to see Karl actually. I don't actually know what time he normally comes to school. Because of his OCD problem. And I don't want to disrupt his process of how he goes to school. But I would really like it if he comes to school early. So we could like hang out for somewhere before the bell rings. I really want to get to know him. He seems nice, sweet and kind. Wait a god damn minute did I forgot to ask for his number? Of course I did, damn it.  Great move Nick you forgot his to ask for his god damn number. Ugh I will ask for it when I reach to school. And this time I won't forget. And I will promise myself that I won't forget.

I can't wait to see him but I have to take a little jog before I reach to school. So I am going to go out for like a 10 minute jog. I honestly can't wait to seem him again tho.

Karl's pov

When I woke up this morning. I was filled with excitement knowing that I had a new friend he seems kind and loyal he just seems like the perfect person to trust. I can see it in his eyes he has some secrets in them but there certainly not bad. I still see a bit of pain in them but he pushes through. But I can't believe it I actually can't believe it. I made a friend just like that. And he seems like a good one too. He probably is a good friend a great friend. He's my friend.

I did my daily routine a little quicker then usual. I walked down the stairs faster. I brushed my teeth faster and everything. After I did my whole entire routine I went inside the kitchen to grab a quick snack. I grabbed a gummy pack and a banana and also a sandwich my mom made for me yesterday and she kept it in the fridge.   'Your up early honey. Going to school?' I heard my mom say while she raised her head up from her book. I nodded my head.

'Ok have a wonderful day at school honey.' With saying that my mom had her head back into her book. Reading word for word, while she had a cup of tea on the table infront of her slowly cooling from the fan at the side of her. I love my Mom she is a kind and hard working woman. She is very understanding and never mean, she's the best I couldn't ask for a better Mom then her.

I turned my head back to the door.
The door, a door, this door. A door with a handle. A door that I seem to find only one way to open. A door I refuse to open any other way. It may seem like it's just a door to everyone else, but it is not to me. This door is an obstacle that I think there is only one way to finish. Ever since yesterday when I opened the door with my left hand instead of right. I had no regrets maybe I did have some. But I didn't feel it mattered. But what if it's different this time, will something happen? Is this a type of bad luck , I don't feel anything.

I just stood Infront of the door hands to my side. Then I put my hands Infront of me and looked at them. Should I use my left, I never use my left well until yesterday. But it's different, I can't handle change very well. But it seems ok. I think I can do this I said to myself. I hitched my breath for a second and opened my mounth I said to myself again 'I can do this.'

With that I shakenly grabbed the door handle with my left hand. All I have to do now is turn the handle. I grabbed onto the door handle with a tight grasp as if my life depended on it. I slowly turned the handle all I have to do is push the door out walk out and don't turn back now. I took one step outside of the door. Feeling a weight come off my shoulders. I took my other foot and stepped out of the door and closed it behind me. When I heard the clicking sound of the door closing. I walked away from my house for a few minutes and stopped.

"I did it!" I cheered in my mind. I actually did it for the first time in forever and this time it was on purpose! I can't wait to tell Mr.Puffy and Nick. Oh my goodness Nick I almost forgot. I was so happy right then and there a began doing a little happy walk while I was skipping my way to get to my destination. I am so happy. Did I really do that? Yes I did. And with that I smiled to my self proudly.

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