Uncontrollable (Sapnap X Karl)

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Karl's pov

'Hi uhm this fell out of your bag so I picked it up for you.' He gave me my zebra back and pulled out a chair and sat next to me.
I forced these next few words out of my mouth.
'T-t- thank you.'
I saw a his face turn slightly red and back to it's normal color after a few seconds.
'Your welcome, uhm and one more thing are you ok?'
I nodded my head.
'You don't talk much do you.'
I nodded my head again.
'Are you mute or something?' I realized after a few seconds he was still waiting for a response.
'N-No I have autism.' I said while wiping my nose a bit.

'Oh ok so is that your stuffed animal?.'
'Yes it my zebra.'
'Ok cool, does it have a name?'
I nodded up and down really quickly.
'His name is Mr.Puffy.' I said while smiling but my smile turned into a frown a little while after I said that.
'What's wrong?' he said while raising one eyebrow.

'Mr.Puffy doesn't like me anymore.' as I said that a tear came down my cheek.

'Why wouldn't he like you, you seem like a very nice person?'

'It because I left him alone, Mr Puffy scared, Mr Puffy thinks I am a big baby'

'I don't think he thinks that.'

'W-wouldn't you think the same thing.'

'Of course not I am pretty sure he would forgive you tho.'

'No, Mr Puffy will never ever forgive me ever again.' Tears were streaming down my cheeks as I said those painful words. I knew in my head that Mr Puffy will never forgive me ever again in his whole entire life and he probably didn't even want to see me now.
' I am useless, Mr Puffy now sad all because of me, I am a bad bad bad person.' As I said that I started pinching my right hand to make me feel pain because I deserved it. Mr Puffy probably thought I was doing the right thing anyway. But the stranger pushed my hand away.

'No don't do that it's ok you don't have to hurt your self for anyone or anything, look at me.'
I raised my head up and looked him in the eyes. For the first time ever I actually made eye contact with someone and I didn't even notice. As I looked up I saw a pair of  some dark brown beautiful eyes. His hair looked silky smooth. His lips were thin and a beautiful light shade of pink. But the most amazing feature on his face was his eyes they were just so admiring. I always avoided eye contact with people but I am glad I didn't this time. His eyes just looked so friendly and heart filled but I can also tell he has some secrets hidden in them and a bit of his past but other than that they were just so beautiful.

'You have beautiful eyes.' I said
His face began turning red.
'Thanks I guess, but really please don't hurt your self like that again ok.'
I nodded my head up and down.
Right now a of the tears on my face were starting to dry by now.

'T-Thank you sir.'
'Oh how rude of me I haven't told you my name yet, I am Nick but some people call me Sapnap.'
'I am Karl.'
I said with a small grin on my face.

Nick stretched out his hand and a stretched out mine. He shook my hand firmly I just realized how soft his hands were just at that moment.

'Well it's nice to meet you, Karl.'

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