"no fucking joke," amos sniffed, "i'm literally going to cry," he walked up to me in the hotel library and pulled me into a hug as i smiled and sunk into his chest.
the day of the premiere.. i'm going to admit, i was pretty nervous all last night.
but thank god i slept early with all the nerves, since we needed to wake up early anyways to get ready here in this hotel.
amos' makeup artist and stylist came by and got us ready and since i was here too, it took twice as long.
but now we're ready and now we're heading into his car.
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EL'S DRESS
of course, the dress wasn't the stuff you'd see on red carpets. after all, this was my first one and i wanted something simple and covering my arms.
it was still pretty though, i assumed.
once in the car, i leaned down to amos' shoulder and took a quick picture for hopper and max since max should be getting ready for her show at the moment.
amos' manager ran over a several things with us, mostly me because it was my first time.
she reminded me not to answer questions about amos' personal life, not to spoil the film and to just be there and smile.
if it wasn't for her smile, i'd probably assume she was just targeting me and assuming i'd ruin this for him, but i guess i was just overthinking it.
"it'll be okay, sis," amos held my hand, "they'll love you," he smiled widely at me and i nodded, gulping down the nerves.
i hope it would be okay.
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"look this way, this way!"
jesus, this was stressful as hell.
i held amos's hand down the red carpet, he made sure to hold me close and to tell me that it was okay and that the flashes and shouting will be over soon.
he whispered things into my ear to make my smile and to take my mind off of the flashes and shouts.
"come on, it's over," he led me off the carpet, "you did so good, sis!" he hugged me so tightly i almost felt suffocated.
i laughed, "thank you,"
"now, interviews," he said and i nodded.
"perhaps you should do some yourself first — it's your premiere," i suggested but he shook his head, "no, you're coming with me."
"amos, over here!"
smiling, he held my hand and led me over to the interviewer.
"hi! it's so nice to meet you!" the blond gushed and amos nodded with a polite smile, "you too,"
