LISA
"I'm gonna kill you for real Nayeon." I whispered to this bunny beside me giggling.
"Yeah, as if you can. You love me remember?" I rolled my eyes and looked at the person that I missed very much. I wasted her, she was my everything and I ruined it.
I cheated on her. I was drunk, but that wasn't an excuse. I fucked up that time and I deserved it when she broke up with me.
But seeing her today, the feelings suddenly came. Everything came back.
"For batch 2016-2017!" Our president back then cheered raising her cup followed by us.
Hours went by, I was just staring at Jennie while she never glanced at me, not even once. I deserved that!
They're all drunk, like as in everyone and I'm the only one sober. Because, I can't get myself wasted knowing Jennie's here.
One by one, everyone went home. Well Nayeon, my good friend went to the comfort room and never returned. Then I just received a message that she went home. She even sent a good luck and a wink emoji.
Everyone's gone, Jennie too. I didn't even realize she already left.
Pressing the button of my car key, it beeped. I made my way to my car and was about to open it when I heard someone behind my car. Sounds of grunts, like they're puking. I quickly went behind and saw no other than Jennie. She really was wasted, I took her hair and put it aside to avoid it touching her pukes.
"Thanks." She mumbled with her eyes closed as she sits on the back of my pickup. I looked around to see if she have her friends with her, but my car's the only one left here so probably she's alone.
"Jennie..." I shake her shoulder lightly, she humms opening her eyes and looks at me. "Come on, let's get you home."
She smiles with her drunk face that I find it funny. I miss her so much.
The drive was not that boring, Jennie was leaning on the window all the time but she tells stories time to time. She even told me how Kuma took one of her panty and ran outside her unit. She said she was embarrassed because the panty Kuma took was pink with Dora in it. She said it's her favorite panty sine kids and she's just keeping it. Of course I know that.
We managed to reach her unit's door of course stumbling here and there because of how wasted she is.
Her door has a passcode. I bit my lower lip as I punch in the code that she use when we were still together. My birthday.
Slowly I punch in , 0327... But of course, who would be in the right mind to still use a passcode that'll remind you of someone you loved so much?
"Oh? Wait there, I'll open it!" She giggles and puts her finger to scan it and it opened.
The door opened and she fell down the floor making me jump and quickly helping her stand. I walk her to her room, I looked around her room and it's all different now. Dark and gloomy just luke how she used to be before I met her.
I lay her down on her bed slowly. I won't change her because, I know she wouldn't like that. I caressed her flushed cheeks and smiled. Tears were building on the corner of my eyes.
Is it bad to kiss her forehead? Just for the last time. Yes, last time.
I leaned close to her and pecked her forehead, then my tears started to fall wetting her face. I pulled away and wiped it but then she catches my hands, her eyes weakly opening as it stares through mine.
"Lisa? It's you." She said pulling me making me fall on top of her. I can't take it anymore as I hug her. I know it's wrong but just this time.
"It's you babe. I can't believe it's you. You don't know how much I still love you. I want you back. Come back to me please? Let's go back to before where it's just you and me." She said we're still hugging. I cried so much engulfing her more to a tight hug.
"I love you Lisa, I love you so much."
"Jennie... I'm sorry... I love you too, I still do. It never left. It's still you." But I realized her grip loosen. She's asleep.
"All those things you said won't have meaning the moment you wake up." I pulled away standing up staring at her sleeping peacefully.
Everything she said feels so good to hear but it hit me that she's drunk wasted and this time I just wish you were sober.
I wish you were sober saying those things to me.
