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I want to be happy

For myself

For who I am

Want to be able

To smile in a mirror

But every time I try

I can't

Because

They're there

Their expectations

Their words

Their ideals

Their push

Them

I want to be who I am now

Around everybody in my life

Instead of slipping on

A different mask

For whoever I'm around

But the masks must change

Because

They're there

Their expectations

Their words

Their Ideals

Their push

Them

I want to find

Myself

For myself

So I am happy

Later on in life

But I will never have the chance

Because

They're there

Their expectations

Their words

Their ideals

Their push

Them

Someday I hope 

That they will read

Everything written here

On a paper I write

And then I will break

Their expectations

Their words

Their ideals

Their push

Them

Because I am who I want

And they will realize

I am me

Not their puppet

Because

They're there

Their expectations

Their words

Their ideals

Their push

Them

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