Destiel (a fanfic)

Hiding the Truth (Sam's POV)

My brother was killing himself. He was torturing himself trying to contradict the effects of the Mark. I hated that Cas and I were lying to him. We had followed several different leads without telling Dean and I even had to lie about where I was going.

I left Cas and Dean alone by lying about being tired. Could anyone blame me for being worried about him. He was the only family I had left. dad was a dick and I never knew mom. Even Bobby was gone now. All I have is Dean and I don't plan on losing him any time soon.

(Dean's POV)

I didn't know why I said it. I just couldn't stop myself. Once I looked into those blue eyes I couldn't stop myself. I just confessed to every fear I've ever had about the damn Mark. I couldn't even look at him. I heard him get up and walk over to me. He knelt in front of me. I looked away again.

"Dean," he said in his deep voice. "I know you will never allow that to happen you could never hurt Sam. You never will. I've only known you for a few years but that's one thing I can count on. You will never hurt your brother."

The way he said it was calming and made me look at him again. I got lost in those blue eyes. His hair had fallen over them and he was looking up at me. "He's not the only one I'm afraid of hurting."

I reached down and grabbed his face. His eyebrows shot up in surprise but he didn't pull away. I couldn't stop myself I slowly pulled his face real close to mine. He looked confused but not upset or even scared. He seemed almost happy that I was doing it. Maybe it was just me but I could swear he was relieved I was actually doing it.

Soon our lips were only centimeters from each other. His breath was quick. I couldn't resist anymore I pulled his face onto mine and kissed him. He was shocked for a moment but then began to kiss me back. It was the most passionate kiss I ever had. The kiss itself was only a few seconds before he pulled away.

"Dean," he said out of breath. "The pizza man didn't teach me that."

I laughed. That reference reminded me of a almost happier time. "Well porn doesn't show you everything."