Destiel (a fanfic)

Goodnight Dean (Cas' POV)

While I was talking with Sam in the hallway, Dean sent me a prayer saying to come to his room. What could that be about? The kiss? The book? Chuck being back? Wait he didn't know about that one yet.

"Look Cas. You shouldn't have destroyed the book." Sam was saying.

"I'm sorry Sam. I have to go, you can ask Dean about it tomorrow."

I disappeared, reappearing in outside of Dean's door. I figured it wasn't the best to just show up in front of him. I knocked.

"Cas," he said as he opened the door. "Did you have any trouble getting rid of the Book?"

"No I burned it," I replied. "The only thing to happen was for Chuck to show up."

"Wait Chuck? Like the prophet?"

"Yes. He was claiming to be God and asking me not to destroy the Book."

"But you burnt it right?"

"Yes. I don't believe Chuck was God. Look Dean I don't really want to get into this so I think I'm going to go."

I tried to turn away but Dean caught my arm forcing me to look into his green eyes. "I know Cas. I didn't just ask you here because of the Book."

He leaned forward and his lips touched mine for just a second. The touch sent a shock through my body that left me paralyzed.

"I don't know why I kissed you," he began. "But I can't stop thinking about it. It was the best kiss of my life. All day today I've been holding myself back from kissing you again."

He smiled. I was speechless. I have been thinking these thoughts for years, hoping he would realize that I liked him before my feelings had gotten the better of me.

"I'm sorry if that bothers you. I'll never do it again," he continued with a sigh.

Instead of reassuring him of my feelings with words, I grabbed his face and kissed him. He kissed me back with the same intensity. His lips parting mine so our tongues met. We stopped for only a moment before kissing again.

After a few minuets had passed we stopped. As soon as his lips left mine I missed them. Like I missed Dean when he wasn't around.

(Dean's POV)

After admitting to Cas my feelings on the kiss, I felt like an idiot. Of course an angel of the lord didn't want to be kissed by a damned soul. He said nothing, so I apologized and promised to never do it again.

I was about to leave the room when he kissed me. This kiss was completely opposite our earlier kiss. This was more passionate and much longer. The last kiss was just a spark this kiss was the fire.

After we had finally stopped I wanted to do it again but I looked away. I could barely resist those eyes.

"I should go," Cas said rising from the bed.

"Don't," I said. I didn't want them to leave. "Stay."

"Really," he sounded hopeful. He stood there awkwardly. He sat back down. I put my hand on his leg. "What should I do?"

"Just watch me sleep," I replied lying back on the bed.

"But you said not to do that?"

"I know. But I like it when you look at me. Maybe having an angel watching over me will keep the nightmares away."

I laid down and shut my eyes. I heard Cas move the chair from the desk so he was sitting by my head. I slowly drifted off into a deep sleep.

(Cas' POV)

I watched him sleep. He was so adorable when he was sleeping. He didn't move. I received a prayer.

"Oh my son." It was Chuck or God or Rowena I still wasn't sure. "You will never save your boyfriend without my help. You shouldn't have burned the Book, but I have forgiven you. As I said in the field, I cannot save Dean until he admits his love to his lover. I have yet to make you believe in me. If you think of something to prove myself let me know. Your beloved father."