JABARIS POV:
Malassia sat opposite me with her legs crossed in between me as I sat facing her with my legs open on either side of her. She insisted that we just looked at each other I didn't get the purpose at all but I must say she is looking FOINE she just came out the shower her hair was tied up her baby hairs were laid all she had on was one of my t shirts and the fact that I knew she had nothing underneath had my mind wondering.
Me: why are we doi-
Malassia: be quiet
I did as she said continuing to look at her as she did the same to me.
Me: is this gonna lead to sex?
Malassia: do you want me to punch you?
Me: if you'll rub me better after you can do whatever you like.
I winked at her then had to dodge her fist she actually tried to punch me.
Me: alright I'm sorry.
We went back into silence staring at each other. Her eyes lowered down to my chest. More specifically my tattoo of my mums name date of birth and the day she died.
Malassia: whens the last time you saw your brother and sister?
Me: I stayed with my aunty when I disappeared. So I saw them every day then.
She nodded smiling.
Malassia: that's nice. You never told me that.
Me: you never asked.
Malassia: when's the last time you went to see your mum?
Me: in the cemetery? Never
Malassia: why not?
Me: I can't do it.
My mum died of cancer 11 years ago and I still haven't gone to see her since her funeral, every time I try to go and see her I turn back. I really don't know why I just find it hard to do.
Malassia: you should go
Me: I will in time.
Malassia: Trust me. Just go talk to her it helps.
Me: Malassia. I know. I will. Don't worry about it.
Malassia: if you need me I'm here for you.
I looked away biting my jaw. I hated talking about this cause it just brings back memories.
Me: alright I'm tired.
I laid on my back turning my lamp off.
Malassia: I didn't mean to upset you.
Me: I'm good.
She came and sat on my waist facing me.
Malassia: I just want you to know I'm here when you wanna talk.
Me: it's not something I speak about. You know that already.
Malassia: but you can't keep it in.
Me: I've kept it in 11 years and im fine.
Malassia: just know I'm here.
**
I couldn't sleep at all. So I just got up taking a roll up and my draw and going into the balcony I made sure I didn't make any noise to wake Malassia up cause we both have work in the morning. But I'm still going to wake Omari. I called him while lighting my roll up.
Omari: yo?
Me: you awake?
Omari: I am now.
I chuckled I knew he was sleeping I just wanted to ask him something.
Me: did you know about Malassia and Joshua?
Omari: our Joshua?
Me: yeah.
Omari: naaaaaaa. Really? That's fucked up.
Me: send me his number I wanna talk to him.
Omari: aye don't get in no trouble you know.
Me: don't worry I just wanna talk to him.
Omari: don't do anything without me.
Me: ye that's why I got love for you.
Omari: it's kool I got you
Me: alright send me the number imma let you sleep.
Omari: alright.
I hung up waiting for him to send me joshuas number.
*
Me: yo
Joshua: who's this?
Me: Jabari
Joshua: Oh what's good? It's been a minute.
Me: I ain't with the fakery I just wanna know why you was trying my girl when I left.
Joshua: I weren't even trying, it just happened.
Me: your dick didn't slip into her without you realising.
Joshua: this ain't the right time to be having this conversation. It's 4am.
Me: I didn't ask you what time it was.
Joshua: speak to your girl not me.
Me: you was supposed to be my boy. How are you gonna have sex with her as soon as I turn my back and expect me not to find out.
Joshua: no one told you to run off like a dickhead leaving her. Don't come at me like I raped her. She obviously wanted me too.
Me: you think?
Joshua: I ain't got time for this bullshit.
He hung up. So I stayed calm. I'm trying my best to fix my behaviour but best believe if I see him I can't be held responsible for my actions. He knows how I am and feel about Malassia so he should know what's coming to him.
**
NEXT DAY - TREYS POV:
I opened the door to Tia she didn't look happy so I was not gonna lean in to get a kiss cause I know im not gonna get one.
Me: what's wrong?
She pushed past me going into the front room so I followed.
Tia: why was you at Malassia house the other day?
Me: I was at her mums.
Tia: I don't care trey! Why was you there you told me you had work.
Me: I did, something came up.
Tia: what?
Me: It was her sons birthday
Tia: but you told me you was going to work.
Me: I was gonna go work.
Tia: trey don't lie to me. I've had enough of your bullshit.
I chuckled I'm actually telling the truth.
Tia: did I tell a joke?
Me: why are you so paranoid.
Tia: cause when she's around you don't know how to keep your dick in your pants.
Me: we was together years ago I told you already it's over. I have you.
Tia: you expect me to believe you when you lie about where you are when you're with her.
Me: I barely saw her
Tia: whatever Trey.
She walked out
Me: where are you going?
Tia: leave me alone.
I watched her as she got in her car driving off. I actually can honestly say I haven't done anything wrong.
JABARIS POV:
I opened the door some woman stood with her hand on her hip she didn't look very happy.
Me: yeah?
Her: where's Malassia?
Me: she's not here. Who are you?
Her: my names Tia I'm treys girlfriend.
