Malassia: please don't.
Me: I'm done doing this shit with you.
Malassia: what do you expect me to do? I'm with trey.
Me: then don't stop me from doing my own thing.
She sighed out still blocking my way. She knows she has no leg to stand on cause she's with him.
Malassia: please just don't do this right now.
Me: give me a good reason not to.
She burst out into tears once again but I held myself back from comforting her. I've told her plenty of times to end it with him but she hasn't so it's her own fault all of this is happening.
Malassia: I'll end it with him. Just stay.
Me: no I don't want you to anymore. I'm done.
Malassia: you're not going.
Me: I'm going to make sure our children are okay so you need to move out of my way.
Malassia: promise me you won't go with somebody else.
Me: I'm single.
I walked out going back to the beach still contemplating whether I should go out tonight or not. I don't think I will have a one stand because I planned this holiday for our children not for me to get back at malassia so I'll give her until tomorrow when we go back home. But I still wanted to stay out tonight to make her think I have since she only realises she wants to be with me when I get with somebody else. I just don't see why I have to go through so much trouble when we clearly love each other.
MALASSIAS POV:
I sighed out watching jabari throwing up in the toilet. He did as he said he would and went out tonight after the children went to sleep. He strolled in a few minutes ago drunk but was for some reason not speaking to me. I let him brush his teeth and started packing his things since our flight was in the morning and he hasn't packed himself. After doing that I went to go get him from the bathroom since he was laying on the floor.
Me: jabari get into the bedroom.
He ignored me sitting up.
Me: get up. You need to sleep it off before our flight.
Jabari: don't fucking tell me what to do.
I rolled my eyes pulling him up from the floor he didn't push me off so I managed to get him into the bed.
Jabari: did you take my roll ups?
Me: I didn't take anything.
Jabari: I need them back
Me: what for?
He pulled me by my arm on top of him.
Jabari: I need to smoke. You can't cut me off them like that.
Me: you know I hate that shit.
Jabari: it's not about you. I need them for myself.
Me: no
He laid me on my back getting inbetween my legs and up close and personal.
Me: you stink of alcohol
Jabari: so what
Me: can you get off me so I can finish packing up your things?
Jabari: why are you helping me?
Me: why wouldn't I ?
Jabari: because you don't love me anymore.
Me: you know that's not true.
Jabari: actions speak louder than words.
Me: we can speak about this when you're sober.
Jabari: no. We can speak now or you can give me back my roll ups.
Me: I flushed them down the toilet.
Jabari: malassia... Are you fucking for real. I needed them.
I could see he was slowly getting pissed off. Even though they were still in the draw I didn't want him to know that. I don't like when he smokes cause it changes his behaviour a little.
Me: I'm sorry but what do you expect? You've quit once so why is it so hard to do again?
Jabari: I quit when I had you. Now I need it again.
Me: you sound like an addict.
Jabari: maybe I am.
Me: if you was you wouldn't of just gone the last couple days without them. You're just doing this to annoy me.
Jabari: look at me in my eyes.
I did as he said since I needed him to get off me so I could clean up the place and finish packing.
Jabari: where's my shit?
I didn't respond I just looked at him until he looked away a few seconds later.
Jabari: fuck
Me: what?
I felt it before he could respond. He was horny but I can't do this right now.
Jabari: how many years later and I still can't control myself looking into your eyes.
I grabbed his chin so he could look at me again.
Me: you need to sleep it off so we can go back home tomorrow.
Jabari: I don't wanna go back home. I wanna stay with you.
Me: it would of been better if we got everything out on the table before we got here so we wouldn't of been arguing everyday.
Jabari: all you need to know is that I love you.
I laid underneath him as he stared at me slowly getting closer. I used my legs to bring his waist closer to mine as we passionately kissed. He grinded on me inbetween my legs making me feel horny but I can't do that to trey. I flung my head back as he kissed his way down to my panty line.
Me: jabari wait.
He ignored me kissing my stomach. It feels good but I can't.
I sat up bringing his face to mine so I could kiss him again. I caressed his manhood through his shorts as we kissed. I know if he releases he will go to sleep so that's what I'm gonna do... Stroke him till he cums.
*
After I finished packing I sat on the balcony contemplating whether I should call trey before I see him tomorrow cause the last time we spoke we wasn't exactly on good terms. As if he could hear me thinking my phone rang.
Me: hello baby
He chuckled down the phone.
Trey: I'm your baby now?
Me: do you like when we argue?
Trey: I'm just asking because as far as I know you've been trying to end it as soon as you left.
Me: because I was listening to what other people were saying... I'm sorry.
Trey: you can't keep doing that. Do you know how crazy my mind's been going thinking about what you're doing with him.
Me: I'm not doing anything.
Trey: just tell me the truth.
Me: I just did.
Trey: then why is he telling me different?
Me: what?
Trey: you heard what I said.
Me: yeah. It's sounds like you're saying you believe him over me even though you know he would do or say anything to split us up.
Trey: malassia. I wanna know the truth.
I hung up going into the room and pushing jabari out of his sleep.
Jabari: what the fuck are you doing.
Me: when did you speak to trey.
He looked away sighing out.
Jabari: ... Fuck
