chapter 8

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This had to be one of the most nerve wracking things you've ever experienced dearest reader.

Your cunt grew a mind of its own and now it was you who had to pay the price.You pulled your sling bag over your shoulder and made your way to the park.Each stride was filled with utter fear,seeing Megumi for the first time in weeks.It scared you that he didn't reach out only because he wanted nothing to do with you.It also surprised you that he agreed to meet up.

Your palms had turned sweaty as you sat down onto the familiar park bench,right across the river where the baby ducks followed there mother.Megumi threw cubed bread pieces and glanced at you.
"M-meg?"
Your voice sounded shaky and he could tell you were nervous.

"I want you to know that you have nothing to feel sorry for.What happened was a mistake and it all occurred in the spur of the moment"
He turned to you and bit his lip,tears pooling at the corner of his eyes.
"I want you to know that I am just as wrong as you were"

You sniffled and wiped your eyes.
"I-I should've n-never-"
You hiccuped and held your face in your hands.Megumi sighed and pulled you closer,your little form shaking against his.
"I ruined our friendship"

His head nuzzled into the crook of your neck as he sighed once again.His heart ached.He loves you,his actions were not in vein but you never felt the same.You used him for pleasure,used him because you were throbbing and in need to be touched.You used him and he was quite fine with that,since it happened to be the only thing more than what friends should be doing.

"I-I'm so sorry"
You apologized over and over again.Gripping at his shirt.
"I'm sorry too [Name]"
Megumi whispered and kissed your head,the little action made you pull away and sniffle.Your cheeks were puffed and your eyes were red,a deep pout on your lips as you wiped your nose using your sleeve.
"Can we ever come back from this?"

He sat back and tilt his head.
"I'm sure we can"
Megumi smiled and crossed his leg over the other.He gave you a reassuring smile and held your hand.
"You're my bestfriend..what we did was out of lust.We were horny and simply wanted that to be relieved"

You nodded and turned back to the ducks.One of them fell over the other making you laugh softly.
"I love you meg..you're the greatest bestfriend"

Friendzoned.Megumi felt hurt but he knew it wouldn't change.He couldn't force you to love him but that didn't mean he wouldn't stop loving you.
It's just a little crush and he was more than happy to have given his virginity to you.He valued his self worth and reserved his virtue for someone he truly loved.He had absolutely no regrets.

I'm bound to get over it
He thought.

"Now that this is out of the way,I got an assignment due in a week and I need your help"
He sighed and rubbed his temples.
"So you waited an entire month to apologize then ask for my help"
This is what made him so mad at you.
"I needed your help and I was nervous!"
You protested and pouted.Megumi hit the back of your head making you shriek.
"Idiot!"

You snorted and hit him back,mumbling a shut up looser.
"Can I sleep over though?"
He frowned and tilt his head.
"Okay..is something wrong?"
You sighed and nodded,throwing the bread at the ducks and mentally forcing them to eat.
"My parents are fighting again,I don't want to be in the middle of that.You don't mind right?"

Megumi hummed and shook his head.He understood that your parents could be real assholes at times.
"I don't,pack your things tomorrow and I'll walk us okay"
You nodded in understanding and stood up stretching.
"Ice cream?"

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