Imagination Mover [Toji Fushiguro x reader]

chapter 35

Days had passed and the thought of the passionate kiss you had shared with Toji had never left your mind.There were multiple things wrong with this.

Firstly,he was your teacher,which makes him over stepping a sacred boundary academically.

Secondly,he was kinda sorta a member of the Zenin Clan who he seemed to hate.

Thirdly,he was not only a well known member of the community but also happened to be your best friends father,far older and some would even say ethically wrong.

Did you care?

You tried not to.

Toji had always been there,from the first time you had met him up to this very living moment,Toji was all you had seen.You were madly inlove with your teacher who happens to be your best friends father who happens to be in contact with a clan that ran half the state.Nothing good but chaos would come from this should anyone find out,which is why you focused on other things that mattered.

Toji had kissed you,which made you realize that he compensated your feelings and had been at war with his own.He wanted you just as much as you needed him.
Love was out of the question,it was something you were never so certain of but if he did love you,you'd surely faint.

You'd never fainted before,but if Toji Fushiguro felt the same way you felt about him,you would definitely end up in a hospital.

Dearest reader,this statement reminds me of the time you had gotten a good look of his bare calves once.Your nose had bled for twenty minutes straight at the thought of his exposed,built legs.

Just thinking about it had made your cheeks turn a deep red again and now you covered your nose as you stared at yourself in the bathroom mirrors.You were nervous.

Toji had slipped a note onto your desk,telling you to meet him in his classroom after school.It had been an entire hour and your nerves had gotten the best of you.You didn't know how to feel other than,the whole note thing..that was cute.

Is he going to kiss me again?

Your eyes widened,clutching your nose tighter just in case.

Tell me how he truly feels?

Your stomach did uncomfortable back flips as your back hit one of the many cubicles.

Is he going to scold me?Tell me what we did was wrong and a mistake..just like my dream?

"Oh god"
The urge to puke suddenly came up as you held your throbbing head and nervously paced.
"I can't go through that again,I'm pretty sure I went into depression in my dreams"
Your eyes widened,feverishly loosening your school tie so you could breath.You were really nervous.

"I don't want to be rejected again"
Your knees buckled and you held the cubicle for support.The bathroom door opened up and a girl walked in,staring at you as if you were the most odd.

"Don't look at me like I'm crazy,I'm going through a midlife crisis right now"
You grabbed your bag from the vanity and rushed out,hoisting it over your shoulder.

If he was to reject you,you shouldn't be bothered[although that seemed unlikely].Exams is creeping up and you needed to place all your attention on all your subjects.You needed to excel and move as far away from your parents as possible.

Speaking of your parents,you hadn't really spoken to one of them since Friday.When you returned home your mother had tried talking to you but you barely gave her a chance.You had politely excused yourself and left to your room.

On top of Toji's rejection,they would too be a distraction to your studies and have you walk into a unwanted life.

If Toji was to reject me,I should be okay with it.I should be mentally prepared for whatever is to come

The color drained from your face.

I AM NOT PREPARED FOR WHATS TO COME!

Your chest heaved and your hands shook.Toji was definitely going to reject you.He had done it in your dreams why wouldn't he do it now.You wrapped your hand around the cold door knob and turned it open,walking into the quiet class.

Dread over took your entire being,your lips turned cold and your toes had curled.The sudden urge to rush to the toilet to relieve yourself had grown but you kept it in and walked toward the man who sat behind his desk,twirling the pen through his fingers.

A shaky breath escaped your lips as you sat down and gripped your knees,gulping at him.Toji licked the pad of his thumb and turned over the booklet,a soft frown on his face.Your eyes were too focused on his tongue and fingers it seemed that all your panicking had washed away.How did he manage to make everything seem so sensual.

"It's my birthday this weekend.I'd like you to join Megumi and I"

Your eyebrows raised,watching him drop his pen and turned to you,a small smile on his face.
"You're invited to my birthday.Are you interested in joining us?"

He wasn't going to reject me?

"I mean I understand what happened Friday,with your parents.."

He wasn't going to yell at me and tell me that it was a mistake,that it was stupid

"I was abit harsh but I don't regret it.Though my words must've cut like a knife,I hope you can make it"

His inviting me to his birthday party instead

"If they do not grant you permission,I do understand though.Family problems is something I hate to get in between of,though I hope you'll make the effort"

His inviting me to his birthday party

"[Name]?"

His inviting me to his birthday party

"[Name]?"

His inviting me to his birthday party

"Babygirl you're not answering me"
His words had knocked you out of your senses making you blink uncontrollably.Your grip on your knee had loosened and you sighed in relief,sitting back.A soft laugh escaped your lips,a look of disbelief covered your face.

"Ah~you truly are perfect"
You had mumbled without knowing,a lazy smile on your face as you tilt your head.Your heart felt light and your stomach went jittery in a wonderful way.He was making you blush again.

Your words had caught Toji off guard,making his eyes widened and the tip of his ears turning a deep red.
"Stop flattering me so much kid"

You stood up and giggled,pulling his cheek playfully.
"I'll come to your birthday party Mr Fushiguro"
Rounding the table you fixed your bag and pushed his hair back,placing a fat kiss onto his scar.
"You can eat all the cake you want"

By the sound of his deep laughter,he had caught on by what you meant.