chapter 42

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After Toji helped you clean up,he had offered to drive you home and you,who was too tired to even speak had just nodded and complied.He buckled you into your seat and drove you home in a comfortable silence.

Two hours of sex was completely tiring and at the end of it all you felt weak and in pain.Your legs couldn't hold you up any longer and if you did end up falling,your arms wouldn't break your fall like it should.

You yelled Don't Stop! Instead of Stop!.He had flipped you over in so many positions you had given up counting on how many rounds you had gone.Toji had pulled one of his many hoodies over your head and there you sat,in silence,burying yourself into his natural honey and pine scent.

You bit at your thumb,staring out into the dark night,watching the moon.The night sky had always fascinated you and caught your attention much faster,faster than the burning sun and shining blue sky.Not as fast as the Fushiguro,but fast enough.

"I think we should tell Megumi about us"

Your words had caught Toji off guard and it caused him to frown.This was sudden and nothing was discussed prior to this.
"[Name]-"

"Here me out okay"
You slowly turned to him with an uncomfortable hiss,hugging his hoodie closer.
"Megumi and I have been friends for
awhile now.His the only friend I have and the only one,You aside,that has gone an extra mile to take care of me"

"Nobaru has Itadori and they have always been there for each other,they were close and I..I have Megumi and if we don't tell him I'm afraid I'll loose him"

"I wouldn't want to risk anything"

Toji stopped right in front of your home,his car causing a loud screech against the paving.His nails dug into the leather of his steering wheel and slowly he turned toward you.

You could barely see him.Your head looked as if it drowned into his hoodie,that's how small you were.You turned your head to look at him but was met with a serious face.

Toji's intimidating stare was something you couldn't stand,it was something that made you want to cower,bury yourself in a deep hole,throw yourself off a bridge.

"His like a brother to me and I know he has these feelings for me that I cannot compensate for but if we don't tell him,I'll loose him"

Toji raised a brow and crossed his bulky arms over his broad chest.He had listened to your plea,listened to what you had said.
"What about me [Name]?"

"What do I have to loose?"

"If my son finds out that I'm seeing you,he'd leave.I would loose the only child I have,for the second time"

"There'd be absolutely no one to compensate for him.Everything I worked for would drip down the drain one after the other"

"I love Megumi and I'll always put him first but his a grown man now and if he leaves he can decide never to come back"

"And I'll loose the only family I have Toji"

"When my son finds out I'm toying with you-"

"Toying with me-great"

"[Name]-"

"So you're toying with me?"

"I didn't mean to say that.You know I love you but Megumi-"

"..but Megumi what Toji?"

He sighed and turned forward,tapping his thumb onto the steering wheel.He knew you were right.He was getting old and you were willing to have him despite his age.
"You're right"

"Remember,it has nothing to do with our age gap.Toji you deserve to be happy for once.You've done so much for Megumi,this time do something for yourself"

You unbuckled your seatbelt and slipped out of his car,shutting the door.Toji didn't spare you a glance and it only made you sigh.
"G'night"
You had managed to mutter and made your way down the path,locking open the door and shutting it behind you once again.You had turned the lights on and slid down the door,listening to his car speed off once again.

Relationships were hard.That was something a Romance novel barely taught you.

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