My Life Be Like : Part 2 : Atlanta Edition..

Chapter 31 -

A WEEK LATER :

London's POV -

          I sat in my hotel room alone. Cameron's had Faithe the past couple of days, I just couldn't handle it. I've been feeling kind of weird lately. Like there's no one I can turn to anymore. I still love Cameron it's just hard to tell if he feels the same way.

         I heard a knock on the door.

"Coming !" I exclaimed to whoever it was.

         I opened the door and saw Cameron & Faithe there. A sudden rush of happiness overtook me. I picked Faithe up and hugged Cameron tight.

"Hey !" I exclaimed.

            It's kind of weird seeing them, because I haven't spoken to or seen anyone in the past few days. This is my first interaction with anyone this week.

"Hi." Cameron sounded surprised.

"How are you guys ? Come in." I said.

               I put Faithe down and she ran into the room.

"London, how you feeling ?" Cam grabbed my hand.

"I'm fine. I just want to forget about it." I looked in his eyes.

"You sure ?" He asked.

"Yes."

             He walked into the room and sat on the bed. Faithe was watching T.V.

"It smells like alcohol and weed." Cam looked at me.

                I looked away. Cameron grabbed my face making me look towards him.

"You've never been like this before." He looked at me.

"Cameron, I'm 23 and have been through more shit than the average 40 year old." I said looking down.

"Aye, your too pretty for all this. You don't need to bring yourself down lower & lower everyday. I care about you, and I don't want to see you hurting yourself. You too young for all this stress." He said lifting my chin.

               As he was talking I felt tears drip from my eyes. He looked at me and wiped my tears. Cameron wrapped his arms around me tight and let me cry in his chest. I just let it all out, everything I was holding in from the past couple of months.

              My throat began to hurt from how much I was crying. My eyes were red & my forehead was hot. I wiped my tears and looked up at Cameron.

"Thank you." I mumbled.

"Anytime." He said.

               That's one of the things I love about Cameron. You can push him over the edge, and make him lose his mind, but he'll still care about you with everything in him. He has a huge heart & makes everyone fall in love with him.

"London.."

"Yeah ?"

"I'm leaving. I'm taking Faithe over to my mom's house. But I'm coming right back. I'll literally be about 10 minutes. Okay ?" He said.

"Yeah. Go ahead."

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                  Cameron walked back in the door. He turned his snapback around and sat next to me.

"London, London." He shaked me.

                          I didn't realize it but I was slowly falling asleep.

"Yeah ?"

"Can I take you out tonight ?" He asked me.

                  I looked at him and shook my head no.

"I'm sorry. I just can't.."

"Why not ?"

"It sounds weird, but I just don't want anybody seeing me right now." I said.

"You look beautiful though." He said.

"Thank you, Cameron." I smiled.

                          We looked at each other for a minute, then Cameron began to lean in. I looked in his eyes and then down at his lips and leaned in as well. I closed my eyes, and felt our lips meet soon after.

                     I missed Cameron's soft kisses & the way he used to caress every part of me . I pulled back a little and looked in his eyes. He looked back in mine and went to kiss me again. I wrapped my arms around his neck & he slowly maneuvered his tongue inside of my mouth. I deepened the kiss as he climbed between my legs. He began playing with my bottom lip sucking and biting it before pulling away.

                 I laid back and he rested his head on my chest. I played with his hair. I felt him lift up my shirt. I looked down and he was staring at my stomach.

"What ?" I asked as he began to rub it.

"I'm sorry." He said.

               I immediately knew what he meant.

"It's not our faults. It's just a sign we don't need another kid right now." I looked at him.

            He looked at me teary eyed. I looked back at him feeling bad.

"I just wish I could've met my son. I feel like I left you alone, and I caused all the stress on you." He said openly crying.

                 I wiped his tears.

"Your not to blame, Cameron. Don't worry. It'll get better. Just give it some time." I looked in his eyes.

                A few more tears managed to escape his eyes, but I wiped them.

"I love you." He mumbled, pulling the covers over his head.

"I love you too, Cameron."
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