My Life Be Like : Part 2 : Atlanta Edition..

Chapter 38 -

London's POV -

 

I was sitting in between Cameron's legs & Faithe was sitting between mine as we watched Shrek.

"Mommy, look !" Faithe exclaimed laughing at Donkey singing.

"I know baby !" I used the same enthusiam she did.  

 

I turned around to ser Cameron smiling at me. I kissed his lips then turned back around. We've been watching movies with my babies.

"Babe." I heard Cameron's deep voice say.

"Yes ?"

"I'm hungry, bae." He kissed the back of my neck.

"What you want to eat ?" I asked.

"You." He whispered.

"Stop." I giggled. "Forreal." I said.

"I don't know. Surprise me." He smiled at me. I put Faithe in Cameron's lap and went to the kitchen.

I walked in there then opened the cabinet seeing what Cameron likes. I grabbed a box of noodles and walked back into the living room.

"Baby, do y'all want so-." I stopped talking when I realized both of them were knocked out. I don't know how I didn't hear Cameron's loud ass snoring in the kitchen.

Faithe was on his chest, like she was still a baby and Cameron's head was titled back with his mouth slightly opened. I smiled.

"Awwh !" I managed to let escape from my mouth.

Cameron shook his head and cleared his throat waking up. He smiled at me.

"Babe. What you doing ?" He looked at me.

"Nothing now."

"You know you beautiful right ?" He asked playing in Faithe's curly hair.

"Thank you." I smiled walking over to him kissing his lips.

He rubbed Faithe's back as she slept peacefully.

"She's so small." He mumbled.

"Yeah, she's gorgeous too." I said.

"2 more years and she'll be in school." He shook his head.

"Cameron, you really are an amazing father." I said to him.

"I want to give her what I never had." He said looking down.

".. you okay babe ?"

"Here.. just take her." Cameron said handing me Faithe gently. I grabbed her and watched him go up the stairs.

I carried her up the stairs and laid her in her bed. I kissed her cheek and stroked her hair.

"Goodnight, baby." I whispered before leaving the room.

I walked in the bedroom and saw Cameron laying in the bed with no shirt on.

"Babe ?" I said looking at him.

"Hm ?" He looked up at me.

"You okay ?"

"Yeah. I'm straight."

"You sure ? Anything you wanna talk about ?" I asked.

"No, London I'm fine."

"Babe, if theres anythi-" He interrupted me.

"London ! I'm fine okay ! Can you please leave me alone ?! Damn." He said sitting up.

He started rubbing his eyes. I didn't realize he was crying.

"Bae, I'm sorry." I walked over and sat next to him.

"Stop, please." He stood up and left the room.

I sat there feeling stupid. I don't know what happened, I just know I need to find a wayto help him.  

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