Chapter Forty

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AYYYYEEEEEE CHAPTER 40 GUIS ARE YOU PROUD OF MEEEEEE

Piper's P.O.V

"Iris, you need to take your pill." I called to her from the kitchen, and I heard her yelled something back that I couldnt quite understand. A moment later I heard her come down the stairs. I turned around, and I saw my unhealthily skinny best friend. She wore jogger shorts and my khaki sweater with the sleeves pulled over her hands. Her dirty blonde hair was pulled over her shoulder, covering part of her face. 

I held the egg colored pill in the palm of my hand and a cup of water in the other. She took the pill with a cold shaky hand and popped it into her mouth. followed by the cup of water. 

"You need to eat with it." I told her, and she frowned. "I made you your wrap, though."

I pulled it out of the fridge and handed her the plate, and she sat down at the table, slowly eating half of the wrap. After that, she put it back in the fridge and went back up stairs.

I dont understand what happened. She usually isnt like that at all. She didnt even say a word.

Is she angry at me? at least I'm not making her take for of those sessions with Doctor Wilson, even though he was quite an attractive man...

Anyway, It's 10 o'clock. I need to go get ready for work.

I walked past the bathroom to get to my room, but something stopped me.

I heard the faint sound of what seemed like gagging.
I stayed there with my hear pressed against the door. I listened closer, and I heard the gagging again. After a couple for times, I heard the toilet flush and then the sink run.

When Iris opened the door she jumped back, surprised to see me there.

"P-Piper?" She studdered, and I gave her a concerned look.

"What were you doing...?" I asked her, and she looked down.

"N-nothing, wh-why?" She studdered more, and I stepped inside the bathroom, making her walk backwards.

"No, you just did something. What. Did. You. Do." I said more assertively. Instead of saying something, she kept her head down.

"I didnt do anything..." She kept her voice soft and quiet.

"Iris-"

"Dont you have to get ready for work or something?" She said quickly, stopping me from saying what I wanted to say. I sighed, defeated, and I nodded, walking out the bathroom and into my bedroom.

Iris' P.O.V

I cant believe I did that again. I promised Piper I wouldnt purge ever again, but I didnt want that pill, or the food.

I guess I should've waited, now I think Piper's suspicious now.

I hate myself for doing it. The look Piper gave me... God it hurts to think of it.

How could I be so selfish? How could I do this to her? How could I do this to myself?

I guess Ashton just distracted me from the inevitable...

Oh shit... ASHTON!

Oh my god, how could I forget Ashton?? Now I KNOW Im a terrible person, I forgot about my own fucking boyfriend.

Kill me now. 

"I'm leaving, Reese." I heard Piper call as she walked past my door. I didnt answer, I just waited to leave my room until Piper left.

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