Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Jennie POV
My thoughts unsaid, they're stuck in my head. When will Rosé hear all those sweet words that I've made up for her. All those sweet words came by itself, born from the sudden overwhelming love I feel for her. Even though I barely know anything for sure, I know that I've remained silent for too long about this. I have to tell Rosé somehow what I feel for her, before it's too late. But how? How can I find the courage in the first place to tell her all those things. What if she doesn't feel the same way? Our friendship will be destroyed and I'm positive I'm going to be too embarrassed to keep living with her under one roof. There's so much that could go wrong when I come clean about my feelings to her, but on the other hand there's also so many great things that could happen if Rosé feels the same way. If I could only find out what that was.
''Jennie, are you in here?'' Rosé's voice and the knocks on my bedroom door shook me out of my thoughts and I quickly sat up a little on my bed.
''Yeah, I'm studying!'' I yelled back, well at least I'm supposed to be studying.
''Are you awake?''
''Uhm you do realize that it was me who just said that right?'' I chuckled lightly.
The door opened and Rosé walked in with a smile on her face. God it seems like my heart decides to beat faster over and over again with just that smile.
''Am I disturbing you?'' She asked and plopped down next to me on my bed.
Yes.
''No, what's up?'' I sighed and dropped my pen on my book.
Rosé let out a big yawn and nestled comfortable into my sheets on the bed. Her hair all sprawled out over my pillow and two bright eyes staring back at me.
''Nothing I just wanted to hang out with you.'' She smiled. ''But if you have to study I'll go hang out in front of the TV.''
Yes I have to study, I have a big fucking test tomorrow and I can't get anything in my head because you are in it.
''No no, it's fine. I was done anyway.'' I smiled and closed the book to drop it from the bed. Rosé raised the sheets and I shifted a little on the bed so I could lay underneath them next to Rosé. We both laid on our sides, propped up on one elbow and smiling at each other. If Rosé only knew what I would want to do with her right now. ''Uhm so how was work?''
Rosé shrugged ''It was okay. It was really busy, but Wendy and I handled it pretty good. I didn't think you would still be awake when I got home.''
''Yeah I was reading through my book again, because I couldn't sleep.'' I sighed.
''Oh okay, do you know all the stuff you need to know now?''
''No, but I'll retake it. I'm not in the mood to stay up all night to force it all in my head. It's useless anyway when I fall asleep during the test.'' I chuckled lightly but I was still a little worried that I didn't know anything for the test tomorrow.
