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Jennie POV
I knew Jisoo was talking to me, but somehow all my senses were shut off. My eyes were staring at the phone screen in my hand waiting for a reply from Irene. My ears were shutting out the lecture Jisoo was giving me and caused her to talk even louder. My skin wasn't burning anymore, the tingles in my stomach were gone and the taste in my mouth wasn't the taste of Rosé. It was the taste of pure failure. I failed to tell Rosé how I feel when she gave me the perfect chance. I failed to protect her from running back in the arms of that heartless bitch. I just failed and let her slip out of my fingertips before I even had her. Suddenly I got shaken out of my own little world by the flashing of my phone screen and the vibration through my hand.
INCOMING IRENE: I'll be there ;)
Before I could reply, Jisoo pulled the phone out of my hand and looked wide-eyed at the screen.
''You're not serious about this right?'' She asked shocked while looking back and forth between me and my phone.
I rolled my eyes and made a move to take the phone back, but she quickly stepped back so I couldn't grab it.
''Give my phone back Jisoo!'' I said irritated.
''Only if you cancel this thing with Irene, because it's fucking ridiculous! Why are you doing this? You're in love with Rosé!'' She said still looking shocked.
I knew this wasn't a good thing to do, I don't want Irene anymore. But somehow it's all I can think of to forget about Rosé, even if it's just for a couple of hours. I want this pain to stop.
''That's exactly the reason why I'm doing this. Don't you see? Rosé is probably sucking face with Suzy now and I'm not planning on feeling sorry for myself for the rest of my life because she doesn't love me back!'' I said and felt tears welling up in my eyes again.
''Who says she didn't go out with Suzy to tell her she doesn't want to get back together anymore.'' Jisoo said and dropped my phone on the kitchen table before walking towards me. ''And how can Rosie tell you that she loves you back, when she doesn't even know that you love her.''
''It's pretty fucking clear to me that she doesn't want me. You know how Rosie is, she blurts everything out like it's nothing. If she loves me in the way that I love her, she would've told me that. Can you just please go away now, I have stuff to do.'' I said and brushed past her into the living room.
''You do realize that if you continue this disgusting booty call, you'll lose her forever.''
''Luckily I can't lose what I never had. I can't keep what's not mine and I can't hold on to something anymore that's not there. So like I said, it's pretty clear to me. '' I said and opened the door to make it more obvious for Jisoo that I want her to leave now.
''You're making a mistake Jennie. Please don't do anything with Irene, there are other ways to distract yourself. Come to my place, we can watch a stupid movie and stuff our faces with chocolate and ice cream.'' She said.
