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Rosé POV
I walked through the big entry door of our building towards the elevator and shifted impatiently back and forth on my feet while waiting for it to come down. The nerves were becoming much worse than they were on the way here. It was good nerves for the most part, like the nerves you get when you open up a big present and you have no idea what it is. But there were also some nerves that I didn't want them to be there. The nerves who were telling me all these bad things if Jennie wouldn't feel the same way about me. The nerves you feel when you have a big test and you didn't study for it. Jennie is like a test I don't have to study for because I know all the answers except for this one. I just want to tell her how I feel and I don't want to be scared about the consequences anymore. I've been scared for too many things in my life for too long. I don't know why it has taken me so long before I could let my doubts go about this. Jennie is the only one that I want and I'm going to tell her that.
Finally after a few minutes that seemed to take an eternity, the elevator stopped at our floor. I almost stumbled out of it and walked towards our door. Jennie is probably still home since it's a Sunday so I don't have to search for my keys in my bag. When I reached our apartment door, I took a deep breath in and shook my hands a little back and forth. Maybe it helps to shake some of these nerves out.
''You can do this.'' I mumbled to myself.
I raised my hand and knocked on the door. After a few moments Jennie still hadn't opened up the door.
''Jennie it's me!'' I said and knocked on the door again a few times.
Again nothing. I let out a frustrated sigh and started fumbling through all the mess in my purse. Why is it that always when you're in a hurry everything seems to be against you. Jennie is probably passed out in front of the TV or something because I could hear the sound of it from here. I already started smiling at the thought of her sleeping form and just held my purse upside down so everything fell out. The keys fell onto the ground next to my wallet and I quickly grabbed it to open up the door. I shoved all the stuff on the ground inside our apartment with my feet and closed the door.
''I'm home!'' I said a little louder and after slipping out of my jacket, I walked into the room.
I frowned at the sight of it and looked around to see no sign of Jennie. There were some pillows on the floor, two empty bottles of wine on the table but no glasses. The TV was flickering through the slightly dark living room and I opened up the curtains to let the late evening sun stream inside. Jennie's bedroom door was closed so I walked over to it too. I softly opened up the door and peeked inside to see if Jennie was sleeping. I frowned again in confusion at the empty bed in front of me. It did look like she just slept on it because her sheets and pillows were on the floor. I sighed in disappointment that she wasn't here and turned around to walk back towards the living room. Maybe she went out with Jisoo and drank some wine before they left, but normally she would text or call me to let me know that she would be going somewhere.
