49 | I Need Affection

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Basically I became a cold type of person, because since when I was a child I don't usually receive or experience such a warmth real love or care from the others.

So I don't know what to act sometimes when there is someone being warm around me, I got startled and feel off about them being too caring and warm on me.


I am hoping that there's a change on me now, that if someone gives a care on me, I will believe and reciprocate the care and love that they give.

I hope that I am not doubting them anymore, even though I have trust issue if their feelings and care for me were even real.





- J.P.S.

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