Eburnean Tommy

Family dinner

||chapter 6

Tw - eating disorder and vomiting

We finally finished making food, techno was placing the plates on the table and... Wilbur smoking in front of Phil while Phil was coughing

"Tommy can you put the food on the plates m8?" Phil said while grabbing forks 'n stuff,

I grabbed a pot of smashed potatoes.. talk about first time death

I walked over to a table? again when was that there.

I placed the smashed potatoes on the table and walked away,

I walked into the kitchen and sat down, I look at my white hair, I started fidgeting with it. I began to think about other people.

What will I say to tubbo when I see him?

I started having intrusive thoughts thinking about what Would go wrong, I looked down at the ground and started hearing my name

"T..my.....to...y! TOMMY" Wilbur shouted infront of My face and it felt unpleasant,

" Tommy do you not like your new hairstyle? I like it so don't change it." Wilbur said not really caring about My thoughts, Because I clearly knew he just wanted to annoy me

He knew I didn't like my hair, so he has to say he likes it to tick me off

"COME TO THE TABLE, FOOD IS SERVED!" Phil shouted from his seat, I stood up and when I was walking towards the table wilbur bumped my shoulder

I wanted to say something but couldn't, so I just kept on walking and sat next to Phil,

Phil started eating and sense he's the host, everyone else started eating, except me.. the smell overwhelmed me making my stomach drop and it gave me disgust

"Tommy, why aren't you eating? Do you not like the food? We could switch out your plate for something different" Phil said looking over at me then to my plate, I saw the eyes of technoblade's and Wilbur's eyes on me, they looked judgmental

I HATE this

'I'm okay Philza, just lost in thoughts." I tried telling Philza and look back at the food

I grabbed a spoonful of mashed potatoes and put it in my mouth, forcefully trying to swallow it. Phil then began eating again

My stomach hurts.

I haven't eaten in months, all I ever needed was water

I started 'inhaling' my food quick as possible, I put my plate in the kitchen and told Phil I was going outside for a bit, he just nodded

I ran outside and felt something clog my throat feeling my stomach rumble, I ran over to a atleast far away pond like, I then saw one and ran towards it feeling the vomit in my mouth

I quickly spat out the vomit, it stayed like that for around like a minute or so.

I'm sorry.
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HEY ITS ME AUTHOR, so for not writing a chapter for a week or more, I was att Mexico, and didn't have time to post anything

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