Chapter 10
( 1 week later )
Rachels pov :
Today is my first day back at McKinley and I'm really nervous. This morning I got dress in a long black sleeve shirt and black jeans . I tried to hide my scars to the best of my ability. I haven't talked to Finn since our fight and to be honest I feel awful about what I said . I know its not true he was just trying to be my friend and I pushed him away , if I could I would go back and make it all better . Anyway today is my first day back at school since my attempted suicide . I'm really nervous because I know everyone is going to be staring at me the whole time . I walked into school and tried to keep my head down to the best of my ability . I went straight to my locker and opened it up to find a note in my locker . I opened the note and read it , "Dear Rachel , please come to glee club after school its urgent. -Finn " hmm I wonder whats it about ? I asked myself. I then went to class. Later that day I went to glee club just like Finn said . I walked in and everyone stopped and starred at me like I was an alien. I stood there quietly and then suddenly Kurt Hummel got up and hugged me tightly. "Welcome back Rachel . " He said. "Okay?" I said a little confused. "Why don't you come sit with Mercedes and I in the front. " he suggested. "Okay." I said and sat down . This is so weird , I thought. Kurt and I used to talk but after Karofsky and I broke up he kind of just shut me out actually they all did . Anyway I sat down and then Mr.Shue walked in and said , "Okay so this assignment is about strength so I want you to find a song that you can relate to something that has to do with bullying or getting through a tough situation so to give an example of that Finn would like to sing . So Finn get up here buddy . " he said . Finn then got up and said , "Thanks Mr Shue , I would like to dedicate this song to a friend of mine who's been going through a rough time so this is for them . " he said . He then nodded to Brad and he started :
Finn :
She would not show that she was afraid,
But being and feeling alone was too much to face,
Though everyone said that she was so strong,
What they didn't know is that she could barely carry on,
But she knew that she would be okay,
So she didn't let it get in her way,
Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much,
She would always tell herself she could do this
She would use no help it would be just fine
But when it got hard she would lose her focus
So take my hand and we'll be alright
And she knew that she would be okay,
So she didn't let it get in her way,
Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much, yeah.
A little too much, I said a little too much, oh.
Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much yeah!
Sometimes it all gets a little too much,
But you gotta realize that soon the fog will clear up,
And you don't have to be afraid, because we're all the same,
And we know that sometimes it all gets a little too much.
( END SONG )
We all clapped for him I smiled at him and wiped my tears , he then he came over to me and gave me hug and whispered, "I'm here to talk if you need to talk . "
