It all started when i was at home with my nan...
My mum and dad dont live with me anymore because they died of a car crash in London but i dont really like talking about them it makes me think how scared they musted of been i the car crash...
I was only 3 when it happend and i found out when i was 8. When i found out i wouldnt come out of my room but only for breakfast lunch and dinner. If any of my friends knocked on me I would just pretend that u was busy or sick.
By the way my name is libby collier I am 14 years old and i was born on april 17th 2000.
Sometime I wish that I died with my mum and dad because i dont have much memorie of them and if i died i would get to stay with them every step of the way.
We could look down on everyone from up in the deep blue cloudy sky. Thats if I go to heven because iv done a couple of bad things like break things when ever anyone metions my mum and dad or rip up homework when I get fustrated and all other mad and bad things.
But I am living with my nan now and im happy living with her.
I love her sepecial meals she makes me and the little cakes and biscites she make which is sooooo delish.
I wish I had a normal teenage life with real perents and getting nagged at like some teenagers do.
Sometimes I need to have a normal life like go shopping with my friends, getting paid for choars and not really having a social life by texting and calling my friends.
So starting from today im going to have a perfect life and help anyone that needs help also help my nan around the house.
So from now im going to have a perfect life.
I hope by tomorrow I will be a normal fourteen year old and when I might start school again hopefully I won't get picked on or bullied or anything horrible.
I'm going to try be a kind pleasant girl that everyone would like but not the horrible Libby Collier everyone hates because otherwise I will get picked on but I will go out tomorrow and hang out with my friends maybe do some shopping or go to the park.
My best friends that I haven't seen in ages are,.
Anais
Paige
Isobelle
Neve
Olivia
Anna
And some other people that I haven't seen in ages.
But I might see them tomorrow though.
I can't wait to have a normal teenage life again well start to have a teenage life because I've never actually had a normal teenage life before so hope all of my friends rember me from when we where little and since nursery and play group and all the time we have spent togther. I hope they do rember me because I remover them even all the memories.
