double dealing - nct, chensung

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"jisung, are you sure about all of this...?" heesun spoke calmly. "the recent events have been overwhelming for all of us, and i know you didn't mean- "

"i meant every single one of my words." jisung cut his godfather, not turning his head to look at him.

jisung's speech had ended around half an hour ago, and heesun was now driving jisung to the nct dream dorm.

just like any other member from death park, heesun had been shocked by the words that had left jisung's mouth in front of the hundreds of cameras, minutes ago. jisung had never told them about dissolving the mafia, and none of them had imagined it to be possible.

they all believed that they would be going back to their illegal activities peacefully now that dark danger was out of the picture. but they weren't expecting jisung to make everything stop so suddenly.

"the whole world knows about who death park is now, and they know our identities. there's no point trying to go back into business." jisung stated, his eyes on the road.

"there has to be a way..." heesun sighed.

"and what for?" the younger boy now faced his godfather, his brows furrowed.

heesun stayed silent, thinking about a valid answer, but not finding any.

"aren't you fed up of going from hooker bar to hooker bar and dealing with sluts day and night to steal money from rich businessmen?" jisung asked rather harshly referring to heesun's branch in the mafia: prostitution. "have you never wanted to have a simple life, far away from guns, murders, and criminal activities? have you never wanted to live normally and to have a family?"

"death park is my family." heesun replied.

"death park is what prevented you to form a family." jisung tackled back.

the man sighed loudly, his eyes never leaving the road in front of him as he swallowed the words that had been said.

they were true.

he didn't have a family because he had dedicated himself fully to the mafia, leaving him little to no time to find someone or to think about having a family.

"what are you going to do now that death park doesn't exist anymore?" heesun asked after a while to kill the silence. "are you going to concentrate fully on your idol career?"

jisung snorted loudly, scrolling through the news pages on the internet. everything was about him, and how he was part of a mafia or how he had lied to the whole world about who he was and what he did. he could even see the comments fans posted, and many of them weren't pleasing.

"my idol career was killed the second my parents died." jisung locked his phone and looked back at the road. "if not before."

"what do you plan to do, then?"

"disappear." jisung replied simply. "what else?"

"jisung, you're only 20..."

"yeah, but i have enough money for me, my children and my grandchildren to live really well without working." the younger retorted.

"your members won't let that happen..." heesun warned.

"i don't care about what my members think." jisung scoffed.

"and what about chenle?"

jisung stayed silent after this.

chenle.