I can't speak up.
I'm unable to let it out.
I can't tell what I feel.
I can't show my pains.
I'm not strong to express it.
So I keep everything from everyone.
It hurts,
Too much to bear,
Too much to handle, alone.
People won't listen.
They don't care.
To be honest, I have a lot to say.
I might cry if I do so.
I'm not okay, I'm not fine.
But, I'm unable to speak,
I'm not strong enough to say what I feel.
How I wish I could be honest with people around me whenever they ask me if I'm okay.
Unspoken feelings,
It could leave a huge scar,
It might ruin someone's life,
It makes our mind, miserable,
It causes a pure heart become heartless,
The butterfly, sparks, excitement has turned into a tasteless, bitterness and numb feelings.
I'm trying,
Trying to stay afloat,
I'm trying,
Trying to survive,
I'm trying my best but, still feel useless.
I'm not the same person as I used to be.
I no longer believe in everything.
I no longer trust people.
I no longer rely on somebody.
I no longer make promises.
I no longer care much about people's feelings.
It's hard to let people in, because I know eventually they will leave me.
Nobody notices our pain.
Nobody cares about our sadness.
Nobody knows the struggles we must face.
Nobody.
Only us, ourselves.
YOU ARE READING
Dark Voices
RandomSometimes, thoughts could kill and the only way to express it by writing it down. Write and eventually everyone will understand you. This is my story, I share my pains with you and it is an open letter, for my circle.
