My world already crashed since someone's robbed the innocent part in me. People say, everything happens for a reason, but sometimes we have the opportunity to choose, but unfortunately we chose a bad thing instead.
It's awful when someone could be a reason for you to fall apart.
It is not easy to fix and repair every damage someone has caused in my life.
It takes me more than a decade to forget what had happened.
Everyday I try,
I try to cope with the pain,
I try to fill the emptiness that I feel,
I try so hard to brush it away,
I've tried and I failed.
I'm bleeding,
I'm burning,
I'm drowning,
Nobody knows,
Nobody asks.
Life had knocked me down several times.
I get mad whenever life brings me down.
It's not my fault to be cruel towards certain people that've hurt me.
I'm so miserable,
I've been carrying the burdens long enough and I'm tired of the weight.
It's so heavy,
It's so painful,
I need to let it go and dump it in a place where it should be.
Once I found my happiness, love, I swear I will not let anything or anybody destroy it.
I'm done, being a puppet,
I'm done, feeling guilty over someone's stupidity.
Why should I take the blame?
Why should I give them a second chance?
I'm the one who hurting,
I'm the one who had to fight with the scars.
I do hate to remember every detail about my past. I'm healing.
If I could rewrite my life, I would create it with joy instead of sorrow.
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Dark Voices
De TodoSometimes, thoughts could kill and the only way to express it by writing it down. Write and eventually everyone will understand you. This is my story, I share my pains with you and it is an open letter, for my circle.
