Change My Mind (Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 22: Stay Tonight

RECAP: When we pulled away, I made my decision. 

I ran into his embrace and wrapped my arms around him. His arms wrapped tightly around my waist not letting me go. His face burred into the crook of my neck, as mine tucked away in his chest.

"I can't hate you" I whispered

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He lifted me off the ground a little, before placing me back on my feet.

He pushed a piece of hair out of my face and cupped my cheek with his big palm.

"Are you okay?" He said, his voice cracking, trying to stay at a low level. I nodded, telling him I was fine. Tears were still falling from my eyes. I couldn't help it, when I thought about losing him. Everything. It would all be gone.

His large hands held my sides, right above my waist, where it curves in. He was looking me in the eyes; I looked back into his.

"Will you stay with me tonight?" I whispered.

He nodded. "Of course I will" He gave me a weak smile.

I backed away from him a little, until he put his arm around my waist and pulled me into his side. 

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I used my key to unlock the door to my room. I stepped in and took my shoes off, Harry doing the same. 

I took a few steps deeper into the room, before slipping Harry's Jack Wills sweater off my shoulders. I held it out in front of me, handing it to him.

"Here" I said quietly. My voice was broken from the pain I had been through today.

He smiled as he slowley took it away from me. I walked to the kitchen to remember what had happened at the grocery store only days ago. Remembering I had no food, I didn't offer anything. I was just going to wait until he asked-- If he does.

I walked to the counter, placing my elbows on it, putting my head into my hands. I was so stressed out, and I was feeling sick.

Before I knew it, Harrys arms wrapped around my waist from behind. He pulled my body into his, me, still being in front of his body, facing away from him. 

"Amber" Harrys dark voice said.

I looked back at him. "Are you doing okay?" He questioned sounding concerned.

I took a deep breath, hoping by the time I had finished exhaling, everything would stop spinning.

"I-I'm fine" I said. LIE. I just wanted to lay down. And Harry knew that.

He lifted me up, bridal style. I giggled, a little, but he stayed serious. I fistes a little bit of material on his shirt, cuddling my head into his chest.

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He layed me on the bed in my room and pulled the blankets over me. His shirt was soon slipped over his head. As be began to undo his belt I stopped him.

"What do you think your doing!?" I said. He gave me a huge cheeky smile, then continued.

"Harry" I said slowley. "Put some pants on" I laughed.

He ignored me, slipping under the covers and pulled me back into his warm chest. I laughed a little before turning to face him.

His arms snaked  around my waist and pulled me slightly closer to him. Our bodies were pressed together. His touch makes me shiver with chills. Butterflies flap in my stomach.

Our bodies were on their sides, facing each other. We looked into each others eyes for a short time, until his lips quickly smacked into mine.

His big hands held the center of my waist. His warm lips and body heat kept me warm. Our lips still in sync, as he held my body close to his.

After we pulled away, I blushed. I could feel the heat rise in my cheeks, turning them bright red. 

I looked up at Harry after the heat seemed to fade from my cheeks. He was watching me with a cheeky smile.

I gave him a smile back. His hands met my waist again, pulling them upward.

I followed his pull, and finally sat up, where he wanted me. I gave him a confused look, questioning him about what he was doing.

Finally, his hand gentally grabbed my left leg and pulled it over his waist. My knee was placed on the side of waist, and same with the other side. He was now laying under me, as I sat-straddled him. He gave me a satisfied smile.

"What are you doing?!" I laughed, before leaning over and kissing him gentally. He smiled again but didn't say anything.

I laughed. My cheeks blushed red, not knowing what he wanted. His hands met my hips, and grabbed them, making sure not to hurt me.

His fingers inched down, to the elastic of my pajama shorts I was wearing. His thumb slipped under the elasic, making their way down my bare skin.

My breath hitched. I got sudden nerves, and immediatly pulled his hands away from me. Before I could get off him, his hands slightly gripped my arms, and held me on him.

"Relax" He said quietly.

His hands stroked my arms, as I tried to relax.

"I can't Harry" I whispered.

"Come on, its not that bad" He said, trying to comfort me. I shut my eyes for a second, and opened them shortly after.

"I can't do this" I whispered, getting off him. When I was on my side of the bed, Harry grabbed my hips, turning me to lay on my back, before he straddled over me.

 "H-harry" I said. I stuttered. My nerves were taking over.

His lips came just milimeteres from my ear. "Are you a virgin?" He whispered.

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