Change My Mind (Harry Styles Fan Fiction)

Chapter 8: My WHAT!?

Harry's POV:

I grabbed her hand without noticing and pulled her across the street. We walked down the sidewalk and to the park. Its my favorite place here, I think. Its really nice, and quiet. There were benches every couple meters or so. We sat down on one, watching people as the passed by ever so often.

I really liked Amber now. After kissing her, I feel like I needed her. More than I should.

She seemed to really enjoy the park. Probably as much as I do.

I decided to break the silence that we had.

"Can I.. Um.. Ask you something?" I asked her.

I saw her stiffen up, probably because she knew what I was going to ask her. She nodded indicating 'yes'.

"When we kissed..." I started. She interuppted me, and seemed a bit angry or disturbed.

"Harry, that kiss was nothing. It was a quick pulse that was an accident. Okay?" She said, obviously mad. I made a terrible mistake kissing her, but I couldn't resist it. She got up and started walking away. I managed to grab her wrist and pull her back to me.

"It wasn't a mistake" I said to her.

Ambers' POV:

I stood up, gaining my balance, and began walking away from him. That was the last thing I wanted to talk about right now, and he just had to bring it up. Huh?

Before I got far he grabbed my wrist and pulled me into him. I pushed off of him, but he kept his grip on my wrist.

"It wasn't a mistake" He said. He had a grin on his face. That grin I hate. The one that says 'I need you. Your hot. I'm better than everyone. You know you want me.'

I pulled my hand out of his grip and gave him a mean look.

"This is the reason I never wanted to talk to you." I said with a mean tone in my voice.

I could tell he was hurt. I felt bad. Wait. Why should I feel bad? He kissed me! Right after he promised me he wouldn't try anything. He lied. He lied right to me. 

I shook my head, not impressed by him. He stayed silent. Only for a moment.

"You don't get it. Do you?" He started.

"Harry, I get this all. You want me. No, wait- You NEED me. But, you know what? I most deffinatly don't need you. I should've never talked to you in the first place. I should've been watching where I was going. Alright? I get ever freaking little thing--" I was cut off. By Harry. His hands were grasping my waist, pulling my hips into his. His lips met mine. I wanted to stop. Pull away. Get away from him so badly. But something wasn't letting me. 

I put my hands to his chest and pushed myself off of him. I stood back and looked at the ground.

Thats when I lost it. I fell to the floor and began letting tear, stream down my cheek. Harry sat down next to me.

"Why can't you just leave?" I said, stopping tears.

"Why should I?" Harry asked.

"Because Harry. I don't need you. I'm fine. I- I.. I just don't understand anything." I said.

Harry gave me a confused look. "What don't you get?" Harry asked.

"Didn't you hear me? Anything. Everything. Life is all confusing to me, okay. Some things I just don't think I should tell you."

Harry slipped his arm around me, pulling me into him, in a light hug.

I pulled away from him.

"No, Harry." Is all I said. I was hoping he would get the point. I don't need him. I don't want him.

"Why are you so flinchy. Eveytime I touch you, you move away, and lecture me." He said.

I gave him a confused look. Its true. But I have my reasons. I just don't need to tell him.

"You like me Harry. I notice tha--" I began. Harry cut into my sentence and cut me off. 

"No. I love you." He said lightly and sweetly.

H-he what? I paused everything I was doing and looked down. No one has ever said that to me before. Not even my.. BOYFRIEND! 

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Thanks for reading, guys! Sorry this chapter is so short, its a filler! But I just wanted to ask, How was everyones Christmas, Yesterday?! [If you celebrate it!] Let me know in comments what you got, or what your favorite gift was this year! And how are you going to put it to use? My favorite gift this year is my Nikon camera and I'm going to be starting a Youtube channel with it! Hopefully it works good with Youtube! Ha.

Thank you so so much for reading, guys! ;D I love you SOOOOOOO much! Hope you like the book so far.. And.. BOYFRIEND!? AMBER HAS A BF? And no.. Its not Haz, but good guess.. ;)

-GlitterDoll12